Two weeks had gone by and you were still at the hotel, occasionally you would go out for fresh air or to the nearby cafes. But every time you did you would have to hide your face with a mask and even then you'd hope people wouldn't recognize you with it on. You were fed up being cooped up in the hotel but you still couldn't go back home for a couple reasons. Ian was still trying to find you and get ahold of you with the help of your family. Crazy sasaengs were looking for you as well. They had found all of your social media and sent so many negative comments and death threats, you had to delete some of your accounts and set others to private.
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You were sitting by the window looking down at the lively world below with sad eyes. You missed Yoongi, he had been very busy and rarely had the time to stop by, call, or message you. The most you would get were just "Good morning love, have a nice day today <3" messages and sometimes goodnight messages. You were grateful but still missed the long and deep conversations you would have with each other before. But you couldn't be upset with him there was no reason to be, on the contrary, you were very proud of how hard working he was and happy that his dreams were coming true. But you couldn't ignore the hole you felt in your heart. You still wished he could be here with you to help with Ian and your family, but you knew that was very selfish of you. You were beginning to become frustrated with the situation. Getting up and going for your phone, you opened your contacts and scrolled through stopping on Ian's name. You stared at it for a while debating if it was a good idea to call him. Yoongi would be mad if you did but at the same time, you were tired of being cooped up in this room. You wanted to resolve things so you could try and get your life back to almost normal. Building up enough courage you press the dial button and bring the phone close to your ear.
It rung for a bit until Ian voice came through.
"Y/N?" - Ian
"......yea...it's me." - Y/N
"It's good to finally hear your voice again. I was beginning to worry you had fled the country." - Ian He said sarcastically.
"...Well, I didn't." - Y/N
"I see... Y/N tell me where you are, I'd like to see you again. Maybe we can get some coffee and talk things over." - Ian
".....We can meet at my favorite cafe...I really want to sort things out." -Y/N
"...nah that's too far for you. How about the cafe below the hotel you're staying at? - Ian
".....No." -Y/N
"Then how about letting me in for tea? " -Ian
A knock came from the door that made you drop the phone and slightly jump. Hanging up you quietly walk towards the door and look through the peephole and see him standing there. You stand there for a bit before taking a deep breath and opening the door. Ian greeted you with a smile. "I thought instead of tea how about wine?" he said raising a bottle of wine and two glasses. You stand aside and allow him in before closing the door and walking to the couch. You sat down and gestured him to take a seat across from you on the other sofa. He began pouring the wine and handed you a glass. "Thanks.." you said to him. He sat on the other sofa drinking the wine and looking around the room for a bit before setting his eyes on you. "Shall we begin planning a date to speak to your parents about the wedding?" he said to you with a slight smirk. "There will be a date where we talk to my parents, but it won't be about that." you replied dryly to him. "oh? Then do say what we will be speaking to them about?" he responded with a bit of amusement evident in his tone and expression. You took a sip of wine before answering him. " Isn't that quite obvious? That I clearly do not want to marry you and that you'll respect my wishes. And after that, you will quit fantasizing about this something that'll never happen. Ever". He looked at you for a while clenching his jaw in obvious annoyment and anger. You gave him a small smile then drank the rest of your wine. He got up with a small smile on his lips and gave you a slight chuckle. He reached for the bottle and settled down next to you. "Care for more wine? He asked and didn't wait for a response before pouring you more wine. "You know Y/N, you're quite funny...but that won't happen. This wedding is happening. We will be married and you will be mine." He said in a demanding way that gave you the chills. And as much as every nerve in your body told you to get away from him, you just took a deep breath before setting down your drink and adjusting yourself to face him. "Ian...I don't love you...not in the slightest bit. I can't see you in any other way then just a friend and I need you to understand that...You need to understand that I love Yoongi." You said sternly to Ian. Upon hearing your words he immediately got up quickly walked over to the window and downed his glass of wine. He stood there for a while before turning towards you and throwing the glass at the wall behind you frightening you. His eyes were teary and slightly red and had his hand closed into tight fists. "WHY!? What is it that I can do to make you love me?!" He walked over to you and shouted grabbing your shoulders firmly. You stared at him with fear in your eyes, "Ian there is nothing you can do to change my mind". Falling to his knees he began to quietly sob and his hold on your arms loosened. Staring at him you placed your hand on his head and softly stroked his hair. You felt a bit of guilt and sadness, but what you said had to be said. Moving away from you he got up and walked back towards the window and stared out into the night sky. He stayed that way for a while and it had begun to worry you. "Ian?". Turning around he faced you and reached into his coat and pulled out a gun. Your heart began to race and the hairs on your body stood on end. You began to fear for your life. He slowly raised the gun up to you but then raised it to his head. "I-Ian?... what are you doing?" You asked him slowly getting up and moving towards him but you were stopped halfway by him. "Don't come any closer... I don't want to live if you aren't with me." he said to you. "I am with you Ian...just not in that way, you're my friend Ian" You replied to him moving closer to him. "Then you aren't with me..I don't want it like that." His grip tightening on the gun. You were now in directly in front of him, you placed your hand on his. "Ian don't do this...Please. Put the gun down." You said anxiously tightening the grip on his hand. He was looking directly into your eyes with sadness and lustful hunger in them. "Y/N...If you want me to put this away then kiss me like you would kiss him. Sleep with me like you would with him." He said to you wrapping his arm around your waist and pulling you closer. You froze hearing his demand. "Ian...You know I can't" you responded. He let go and stepped back " Then this is goodbye I guess.". "NO WAIT" you shouted and hugged him "...I'll do it...but let me get ready first, ok? ". "Better hurry up then." Ian said removing your arms from around him and taking a seat on the couch. Quickly you run to the bathroom and turn on the shower and lock the door. You dial Yoongi quickly and hope he answers. "Come on come on answer please." you say anxiously. But the call went straight to voicemail. "DAMN IT.," you said hanging up. "Hurry Y/N. My patience is running out. I want you completely naked when you walk out" you heard Ian say. You didn't know what to do, you didn't want to fulfill his request but didn't want him committing suicide either. With shaky hands, you removed your clothing and went into the shower.
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You were standing at the door too afraid to step out. Tears were beginning to well up in your eyes as you turned the knob and walked out. You felt so exposed and felt disgusted. He looked at you from head to toe with hungry eyes. "Go lay on the bed for me, my lovely." he ordered you. Hesitantly you walked over to the bed and layed on your back, tears rolling down the sides of your face. He walked over to you and leaned over you and placed a kiss on your neck all the way down to the middle of your breasts. You shivered and cried under his touch. He got up and scrolled through his phone before dialing someone and placing it on speaker and setting the phone beside your head. He stared at you while undressing himself, both of you listening to the phone ring and ring. Until someone answered, it was a mans voice a voice that sounded extremely familiar. You realized it was yoongi's voice.
"Hello? Who is this?" -Yoongi
"Hello, bastard." - Ian
"Ian?! What the hell do you want" - Yoongi
"I have the person you most care about in this world laying right in front of me at my mercy." -Ian said in a menacing way as he nudged you with his leg.
A sob slipped out and you called out to Yoongi.
"Y/N!?!? Y/N what's going on!? Are you okay?!" -Yoongi said with worry and fear evident in his tone.
"Yoongi please help me!!" you cried out turning to reach for the phone. But at that moment Ian pinned your arms down and rammed himself into you. Causing you to yelp and cry out from the pain and discomfort he was causing you.
"Y/N!!!!" -Yoongi shouted through the phone.
"God she feels good, no wonder you love her. Now if you excuse me I'm going to be fucking MY woman." Ian snickered and ignored your pleas.
"I'm going to kill you" -Yoongi his voice sounding murderous.
Ian laughed out and hung up the phone. He looked down at you and smiled as he had his way with you.
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Will You Stay By My Side? {Yoongi FanFic}
RomanceYou're meeting BTS for the first time and you're excited yet nervous once you finally meet them, you manage to catch Suga's attention will you believe his love for you and stay by his side or leave and allow the path to be open for others?