All I want is to be loved, the guys I seem to attract though are so immature. They care about one thing only and that is only to get in my pants, I'm just so sick of it. Let me introduce myself, my name is Nickolette Waugh but friends and family call me Nikki,I'm 20 and I'm on the thick side,I'm from Jamaica (yes the island) and I live with my boyfriend. We, Brian and I started seeing each other two years ago we were introduced by my cousin but I wasn't at all interested in him because at the time I had a boyfriend and I wasn't looking to hurt him,but Brian was very persistent and after a while when my now ex boyfriend dumped me (that cunt) I thought okay maybe I should give him a chance. We went out a few times and I was really starting to like him. (The story will be in the present tense from this point onwards). It's Thursday and I'm getting ready to go on a date with Brian, he told me to dress casual so I decided to wear a dark blue ripped jeans,black tube blouse and my black air force, after I choose my outfit I head to the bathroom to handle my business. After I left the bathroom and put my clothes on I went ahead and put my hair in a bun on top of my head,as for make up I just applied some lip gloss. Just as I finish I hear the doorbell being rung and went to answer, it was Brian standing there looking fine as hell. Hey babe you look beautiful, he said. Thank you ,I reply as we walk to his white Audi. He opens the door for me and I thank him and get in,he closes the door when i'm settled and proceed to the driver's side. He strikes up a conversation as he starts the car.....Sooo we're matching he says and just noticing that he has on blue ripped jeans, a black shirt and an all black timberland boots. So you're stealing my style now I joked and he chuckles and replys or maybe it's the other way around,I snorted keep telling that to your self..we sit in comfortable silence for the remainder of the ride, I didn't ask where we were going because I knew he wouldn't tell me.
