Giving Things A Try (Septiplier Smut)

same person, new feelings.

JACKS POV

I finished packing and started driving to the airport with my ticket in hand and my heart on the sleeve of my blue hoodie for Mark to take and hold onto forever. I told Mark I was on my way and I got onto the plain after waiting a while. As I was sitting in the plain I got a notification, I pulled my phone out to see that Mark had posted a video but....my heart broke when I saw the title "I found someone at last!" I wanted to break down...I wanted him to feel the pain I was feeling I wanted him to pay...I didn't bother watching the video because I knew it would hurt even more than it does now. I fell asleep and woke up a few hours later in L.A and texted Mark.

Jack:hey...I just landed...
Mark:oh that's great! I'll meet u there I'm so excited!

I sat down in a chair and and prepared myself for the heartbreak and dread...and depression...I was so into thinking that I didn't hear Mark call my name until he walked over to me and it wasn't until then that I realized I was crying. I quickly wiped my tears and looked at him.

MARKS POV

as soon as I got the text from Jack I was so Fucking excited I got in the car and drove straight to the airport but...what I saw wasn't what I wanted..jack was in a chair crying..so I walked up to him, "jack...r u alright?" He just looked at me "ya I'm great let's go!" He said he was ok but i knew something was up..he doesn't act like this...in the car I tried to start up a conversation but he didn't say anything, he was silent, something was bugging him and I hated that he was upset. During the ride I moved my hand over to his slowly and held his. He...didn't think weird of it...he didn't do anything...but he just...he just smiled and started blushing it felt good to see him smile and I just wish I could see it all the time. We got home and I got out ran to the other side and opened his door he got out said thank you and went to the trunk to grab his things but I'm not going to let him take it by himself, I helped bring them inside to the guest room he stays in.

JACKS POV

I got in the room closing the door after telling mark I was ok and the first thing I did was sit down and break down in tears I hated that I didn't get to him sooner o hated I didn't tell him...but...he probably wouldn't want me anyway... would he...
*TRIGGER WARNING!!!*
I got up and walked to the bathroom with the razor I brought and sat on the toilet looking down. After a minute I brought it to my wrist and let it slide across my skin forming cuts one after another after another....I stopped at 6 and decided I found a new way to get rid of the pain. I wrinsed my hand and everything and walked back to my room and went to sleep due to jet lag.

MARKS POV
Jack has been in his room for quite a while now I'm getting worried...I saw the bathroom light on and walked in seeing a bit of blood on the floor and I got nervous so I walked into Jack's room seeing him asleep and he had bandages on his wrist...I'm going to get to the bottom of this I'm not gonna stand here and watch him hurt himself. I walked to my room and fell asleep preparing for the talk I needed to have with Jack Tomorrow.