[C] The Day You Came

Eight

Ever since I lost my sister,
I've became more depressed.

But I never told anyone.
I prefer not to.
Because they will just think depression is not a big thing.

I wonder why am I still alive.
I wonder why can't God just take me too?
I want to leave.
I want to die.

And that was the time,
I took a small knife.