"If you loved then you shouldn't have made that mistake of leaving me but go fuck yourself"
Don't you ever have that feeling where everyone is just going to leave you behind and doesn't care if you disappear...raise your hand if you felt like you b...
Ugh, my alarm just woke me up from my best dream. hate my life sometimes and wish to sleep and never wake up from meeting its but on to the story shall we?
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As I got ready for high school, I feel like I'm forgetting something but can't seem to remember what but oh well.
*walks to school and gets there just in time for her class*
"LISSA YOU DIDN'T ANSWER MY CALLS!!!! PREPARE TO DIE YOU BITCH‘’ said my best friend.
"Sorry I was too busy planning since it's almost my birthday and I need to prepare for the party without my father knowing or he'll kill me for being late for curfew."
You see…since my mother died of a car accident, my dad hasn't been the same but beats me with anything he can find and drinks/smokes every single day. Sometimes when he's not home he goes to have sex with women and doesn't care if I get kidnapped. I still remember when he said I was a bad girl and needed a punishment which was a cigarette burn on my arms or slapped but now he just beats the hell out of me.
*flashback* (Trigger warning)
"Daddy!!!"
"Yes darling"
"Where's mommy?"
"She died because of your stupid soccer tournament and a drunk driver crashed into her while driving the bridge but her car went rolling until she fell off the bridge and I JUST WISH YOU NEVER EXIST SO SHE WOULD SHE HERE WITH HER HAVING LOVE BUT NOO YOU FUCKING RUINED IT ALL YOU WHORE!!!!"
"Daddy I'm sorry!!"
I didn't get to finished but instead felt a sting of pain on my cheek as my dad just slapped me..why is it my fault for my mother's death…maybe my dad is right that I'm just a mistake.
As my dad smokes his cigarette…he comes to me and grabs my arms very tightly that it might leave a bruise. "This is for her" he puts the cigarette on my arm and its start burning so badly I cried until he let go of me. He kept beating me till I hear him laugh then leaves to a strip club. *flashback over* ((((((((((((((((((((((((((())))))))))))))))))))))))))) Arthur's note Sorry for writing a small chapter but hope you liked it and I'll write it more on the next chapter see you later sushi rolls💗💓💕
