Life is pretty fucking horrible, y'know?
You're born. y a y, right?
People love you! They care about you! They think you're a gift.
For about 13 years,
Then, Oh boy, by now, you might have younger siblings. A 5 year old. A 6 year old. Everyone's pride and joy.
and what about you?
You're left alone. No one pays attention to you. No one asks about you. You're irrelevant.
And if you're lucky enough to be the youngest? Your siblings bully you. They miss being young. They miss feeling loved. But at least you have some form of family gawking over how amazing you are.
And I envy you if you're an only child. Goddammit, I envy you. I sound like a bitch. I know. But who the fuck cares? I don't matter
That is, unless I'm being yelled at for something my younger siblings did. Then? Oh boy, I'm a fucking devil child. Fucking stupid. A bitch. Selfish. Annoying. Pest.
and that just fuels my mind.
I'm better off dead, I know. No need to remind me.
