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Touch Starved

"This is my place" John said with a sigh and unlocked the door
          The house was quaint, but nice and Alex felt truly welcome for the first time in a while. Alex looked around. Noticing the lack of seating and just sat at the end of the bed that was located in the middle of the room. John joined him timidly, wishing he owned a few chairs.
"About earlier" John attempted to apologize. "It's just I never thought I wou-"
         John was cut off, as Alex had stolen a kiss. He sat wide-eyed not knowing how to react to this sudden action. Alex broke this kiss and quickly apologized and cursed at himself "John I'm sorry, shit, it's just you looked so pretty siting there and-" and now it was Alex who was surprised as John quickly reconnected their lips and groaned with a new found hunger.
Alex's hands went up to grab John's hips, pulling them closer together. John placed a hand softly on Alex's chest with timid passion. As they kissed Alex reached up to John's ponytail and carefully removed his hair tie letting his curly hair fall to his shoulders. Alex pulled away briefly to admire him and slowly run his hands through it "gorgeous" he muttered before leaning back in to softly kiss John's neck. Alex softly sucked right below his jawline, pleased to hear John's breath hitch as he did so.
"A-Alex" John moaned as Alex bit harshly right behind his ear, licking the spot tenderly.
"Just tell me if I ever go to far" Alex stated, careful to make John feel comfortable.
          Alex reached for John's coat, slowly pulling it off his shoulders. John held his breath taken a back by the sudden realization of where this was going. Alex pushed John back on the bed and hovering right above John, accessing his reaction. When John reached up to remove Alex's jacket, he took it as a sign to proceed. Alex placed his hand under John's shirt, running his hands up across his chest and stomach. He began to lay soft licks across John's collar bone and watched the man shudder. He slowly removed his shirt and stared at the beautiful boy beneath him. His gaze made John shutter and blush. As he ran his hands up and down John's sides, feeling his chest as he sucked soft hickies into the freckled man's skin. John let out soft moans after each bite or lick. "I had no idea you were so touch starved" Alex said with a cocky grin
"Shut up" John said and ran his hands through his darker hair
          Alex removed his own shirt and crawled closer to the end of the bed. He hooked a single finger under the waist of John's pants and slowly began pulling them down. "Alex, Wait!"
"Too fast?" Alex said sitting up to lock eyes with John "Have you done this before baby?" He said with compassion showing in his voice.
"Well y-yes, once, but it wasn't like this, it was mindless and ridiculous. T-then my father found out an- and..." he winced as if remembering something painful
"You have no reason to be ashamed Jackie" Alex responded "but if you don't want to keep going, I'm not going to force you."
"No it's fine" he almost whispered "t-thank you"
Alex smiled sweetly and placed his hand back on John's waist and lowered his hand, slowly planing him trough his pants, feeling his growing erection.
"A-Alex~" John moaned, surprised by his own response. "Please~"
"Please what baby girl?" Alex cooed pleased by the response the was getting.
"Stop teasing" and with that comment Alex slowly began pulling down his pants, making him squirm with discomfort and embarrassment.
           Alex hovered near John's fully hard member locking eyes with him and smirking. John was left in his underwear and arousal hung heavy in his eyes. Seeing the lust in Alex's, drove him wild. Alex removed the final garment. John let out a sigh and sported a dark crimson blush in response to his own vulnerability.
          Alex licked a long stripe across John's member, making the man shudder. As his tongue swirled around the tip and across his slit causing John to let out an embarrassingly loud moan. Each small action driving him crazy. Entranced by Alex's confidence in every action he made, and the hungry look in his eyes.
"John?"
"Y-yes?" John responded, slightly surprised.
"Oil?"
"What?"
"Do you have any oil?"
"Oh! Oh yeah, in the drawer near the table" He said with anticipation and nervousness as to what will follow.
            Alex returned quickly with the vile and returned back to his spot, perched between John's legs. John could hear the soft "pop" of the vile being opened, and his heart raced. Alex placed a slick finger at John's entrance and waited for his approval. John nodded and slowly began pushing one finger inside of him. John squirmed at the discomfort and waited for Alex to proceed. He slowly pumped his finger in and out occasionally crooking his finger and watching John moan softly. After he felt John was used to those movements, he slowly added a second finger, John groaned loudly, surprised by the sudden stretch. As Alex pumped, John began letting out louder moans, craving each small movement.
"More" He cried.
" I don't think you're ready baby" Alex said as he worked
"Please~" he said, almost begging.
Alex complied, sliding in a third digit. John's hands jumped quickly to grasp Alex's hair, gripping it harshly as he moaned, bucking his hips for more stimulation.
Once Alex felt John was ready he pulled out and John wined from the lack pressure. Alex slowly leaned up to kiss him, softly nibbling at his bottom lip. Alex receded to the spot between John's thighs. He began sucking on the soft skin of his inner thigh, leaving small red bruises near his crotch. John bucked his hips, searching for any type of contact.
"Not so fast" Alex said, holding John's hips down. He then began to slowly pump John's cock.
"Please Lexi" He wined
"Tell me what you want baby"
          John strained to not buck his hips again, but Alex held him down to the bed. "I need- need you to fuck me." He said with almost a whisper, the final word trailing into a moan as Alex teased him.
"Are you sure, I don't think your ready" he said grazing John's entrance with his two fingers as he said this.
"Yes, yes! Please!" He nearly screamed as Alex slyly licked the top of his cock.
          Alex removed his own pants and under-garments and oiled himself up, positioning himself at John's entrance. "I'm going to take this slow alright baby" Alex purred.
John frantically nodded his head "move"
          Alex slowly pushed his length into John, John's eyes clenched shut. As Alex slowly kept moving, Tears prickled in John's eyes. Alex leaned forward to gingerly place a kiss on John's for head, wiping the tears of his cheek with his thumb. As Alex bottomed out John gripped his shoulder blades, nails digging into the skin of his back.  "Are you ready Jackie?" Alex whispered, awaiting John's response. He shook slightly at the effort it took to keep still. John nodded and Alex pulled out half way before slamming back in. John trough his head back and scraped across Alex's back. Alex's thrust became faster. Each thrust he change direction, searching for John's prostate. He knew he found it as John let out a loud moan and began babbling about how good~ he felt. Alex leaned down to whisper sweet nothings into John's ear. He knew however, John didn't register a single word, but felt his hot breath near his ear.
"Lexi~" he moaned "I-I'm-" he wasn't able to finish the sentence before releasing a hot stripe across Alex's stomach. Alex gave a few more thrusts before coming inside of John. He let out a broken moan into his ear. He laid softly on top of John, not yet pulling out. Listening to John's tired breaths. He slowly pulled out to find a towel to clean the two up.
Alex made his way back to the bed and pulled the covers over both of them. John inched closer, tucking his head into the crook of Alex's neck, humming happily. "I'm going to have to find a way to hide these hickies tomorrow."
"Now why would you do that?"
"Because Herc and Laf will give me hell for the rest of life if they see them" he said with a small smile on his face, enjoying the comfort he felt cuddled up next to Alex. Eventually the two drifted off to sleep, exhausted by the events of the day, and night.

Authors note: Would you guys like a chapter of the morning after + laf and herc?

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