You are my perfection..

All in an instant.

"One.... " i take a deep breath, "two....." I let out a shakey sigh, " T-three... " I stutter over my words.

I walk down the hall of this brand new school. Scared, depressed... And alone. But thats not new, im used to being alone. Well.... Other than 'Her'. Shes the whole reason im here. She's the one that killed me inside. 

Forget it. Forget all of this. You just have to get through this year... Or so i thought. You see, im not the strong type. Im the type that gives up and lays in bed, wanting to die basically. . . 

But that all changed..  With one simple thing. Now before i state that 'thing', lets talk about the way i saw things then...

Imagine this.. Your blind, bare with me, but your blind... You cant see anything for its true form, shape, or color. Basically, blind to the beauty of the world and only engulfed in the darkness and tragedy on the planet. 

You've been blind for.... Well over a couple years. But suddenly, all in an instant, theres color and all you can see is One person. "Why?" You may ask, the answer is unclear until later on. But all you notice is how much beauty is absorbed into this one person. No, not just their looks but their laugh which you got the pleasure of hearing because shes with her.... Friends...

O-oh... Thats right..... Friends.... To which you have none. Silently yelling at myself to stop while your ahead. That itll never happen, just lose the feelings!

So you continue your lonely track down the hallway... Alone. Feeling the eyes of people that will be later on hated. Right about now is when i was so desperately trying to ignore the stares and walk. But,how could i..?

-- In the Math classroom --

The teachers assigned seats. Shit. I find my name and sit down silently trying to make the least eye contact with anyone i could ignore, so... Everyone. Must be why i was so surprised to hear, "You dont have to be nervous..." Then a slightly giggle. The same giggle from earlier , No! 

I look up to see the smile that changed my life... That still does to this day. The smile that saved my life a couple times. The smile that changed everything..!

All in an instant.... 💖❤

Alright, so thats it for this part of this weird story thing... Um, oh yea, by no means am i trying to make fun of being blind. Im just implying blindness to beauty. ~Dark