"I never wanted to get married to you in the first place, you don't have a right to ask me to get along with your family and friends". I spat on him hoping I sound steady and strong without getting affected by the zero distance of our touching bodie...
''Adi....'' My heart skipped beats, every second I felt my chest weighed heavily. I felt hard to breathe. Everything so far I had, all my life, all I felt , froze at the moment, the time stood still for me. My shattered dreams standing infront of me. I gulped my tears very hardly.
"Eva!...How are You?!" He seemed so concerned as always.
I felt pain, anger, hurt. I am a mess now. I couldn't describe whether I should feel happy or sad or get angry with him. Instead I kept staring at his eyes..... He came near me, held my both hands and brought to his lips, kissed them. He always did that when he felt love for me.
"Why?" I could ask only one word. He looked as if he suffered so much pain.
"I hurt you! I hurt myself, I was a coward Eva. I was a fool for letting you go. I realised now, and came for you. I want you back Eva, I want us" there was so much pain and urge in his voice.
I wanted him to come back, I waited for him to be back and take me away from here, then why don't I feel anything but pain. Why I feel empty. I wished for this day to come and here he stood holding my hands with so much love in his eyes, yet my heart hesitates! Why??....
"Why Adi, why did you leave me? why you left me when I wanted you to stay by my side. I wanted you to hold my hand. I needed you.... your trust, your support, only if you stood by me I would not be in this situation. What have you done Adi! Look at me now!!.." my heart could not bear the surging pain, my knees weakened. I removed his hands from mine. I sat on the bench, soon he sat next to me. He took my hands in his. "Forgive me Eva! we can make it right. I will make it right. Just give us a chance." He is begging! And all I feel is emptiness. Whats happend to me, the man I love is here and want us back again!....then Why am I not happy?!...I am so hurt!. "You broke my trust Adi, I did not expect you would turn your back to me. Even if I get myself out from this mess I can't be with you. It's better we forget each other" I sighed heavily and stood. The tears I was holding back rushed and I burst out. Adi wrapped his arms around me holding me tight. "Leave me" I tried to free myself but he did not budge. "We will make it right Eva! I will win you back! Give me a chance Eva...I love you" I failed to free myself I let him hold me as minutes passed by. My heart was in pain but I sensed I can't be with him. Slowly he turned me and kissed my forehead. I looked at him. All I felt was 'there's no us'.
Thus is it!!!My love of life! I leave you here as you left me on my wedding stage all alone without even looking back for once. !!!Life!!!.
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Ricky's pov:
She looked as gorgeous as I saw her the first time but those innocent eyes now placed with witty seductress gaze. Why is she here? What made her come to the party. I tried to calm myself and just concentrated sipping my whisky. I can't be weak in front of her. I can't let myself have her affect on me. "Hey guys! Enjoying?!" She flipped her hair back and gave one of her best flashy smile. "Untill now!" Daksh winked staring Ricky. "Ricky shall we talk?!" She ignored Daksh and his sarcasm. "Why ? What do you want Now?" I raised my voice. I sensed her uneasiness. "Ricky bro! I think you should move to somewhere less noise.." Varun scratched his back of the head. I know Varun did not want to attract people to our side, he kept his hand on my shoulder and nodded. I sighed and just walked towards pool. I could feel her presence behind me as she followed me. "Spit it out!" I gave her rather irritating tone. she dint say anything, I waited her to speak but i heard nothing. I felt her body pressed against me. Her chest to my back.
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Damn! damn! whats she doing?! She is giving me hard time!! I don't wanna let her know the affects she still has on me. I fisted my hand keeping them to my side and calming my breath. I felt rage and lust rushing through my veins. " I missed you Ricky..I missed you so much..."she hugged more tightly and kissed my back. my heart missed beats... why is she doing this now..? I held her both hands which was wrapped around my waist. Slowly I dropped her hands and turned to her
"what do you want anu?!" I stated plain.
"I am back Ricky..I want you. I know you want me too. Let's be together. I will shift to your pent house like old times." Her eyes gleamed. As much as the image of having her back in the pent house and fucking her hard tempted me, I controlled myself as I know she is selfish and she is not to be trusted. "Whatever you are plotting, will not gonna work. So leave! Before I drag you out!." I fumed. She held my face with both hands and smashed her lips on mine, started kissing me hard. I didn't respond to her kiss, but this is Ananya and she knows exactly how to turn me on. And she did that. I lost. I kissed her roughly as there is no end. I wanted her so badly. Though I had slept with many but she was the only one who made me want her more than just one fuck. My very first and last girlfriend.
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