Guilt

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Huh...what happened? Where am I?
I roll over to find Jonah sound asleep next to me. Suddenly realisation hits me. I SLEPT WITH THE HOTTEST GUY IN THE WHOLE FRICKEN WORLD! I had sex with Jonah Marais.

I saw that he had recently woken up and so I started to quietly get out of bed. I didn't realise that he had fully woken up until he rolled over and pulled me back. He looked longingly into my eyes. "Good morning, beautiful." He whispered. I smiled brightly. He gently kissed my neck, and pulled me back into bed.

Time forward until a couple of hours later.

I got out of bed again and this time I made sure that he was asleep. I left him a note on his table that read 'Last night was the best. Since u already have my number, call me soon. Love, y/n ❤️'

Fast forward until you get home.

When I get home, Shada is waiting for me at the table. It seems that she has already made an excuse to tell my parents about why I was away last night so I didn't bother to ask.

'So, how was it!?!!' She questioned with excitement.
'It was absolutely the best thing in the world! We ended up making love.' I replied.
'Ahhhhh OMG THATS A DREAM!'
She responded.

All of a sudden, my phone rang. I checked the user ID to make sure it was Jonah. Oh wait, it's someone else. As I read the name a ton of dread and guilt flows through me. LIAM! I totally forgot about him! I just cheated on my boyfriend. But why do I not feel worse? Maybe because I love Jonah than I have loved Liam.

Anyway, I decided that I would break up with him and let him down gently and never see him again. Simple. I answer the phone.

Me: Hi Liam
Liam: Hi Baby
Me: ummm, about that 'baby' thing, I'm breaking up with you.
Liam: What? Why?
Me: Don't take it personally.
Liam: It's another guy isn't it?!😡
Me: Maybe. Just leave me alone.🙄

I hang up instantly. I quickly go onto instagram and delete him and block him so that he can't contact me whatsoever.

I feel my phone vibrate and notice someone's ringing me again. I check the caller ID and it's Jonah. Thank god. He's the one person I wanna talk to right now. I pick up the phone.

Me: Hey Jonah.
Jonah: Hey Precious. Why'd you leave so soon?
Me: Sorry, Shada was worried about me. Also, there's something I have to tell you.
Jonah: What's up?
Me: ok, so don't freak out but I have, well, had, a boyfriend but I totally forgot yesterday. I realised that I enjoy your company way more and wanted to be your gf much more. Please don't be mad.
Jonah: Of course I'm not mad. I'm actually over the moon.
Me: What? Why?
Jonah: Because you're so honest and you admitted that to me.
Me: Aw, I love you so much 😘.
Jonah: I love you more ❤️.
Me: I gtg but I'll ttyl.
Jonah: k bye.

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