|Justin's POV|
"Can I ask you a question?" I asked turning around in bed facing her.
"Yeah Justin ask me." shes said looking at me. i smiled putting my hand on her cheek stroking it softly.
"Do you love me....or at least do you feel anything towards me?"
She looked at me and than looked up at the ceiling. "Justin...you know me you know who I am. I sleep around with guys Im with a different one each day I have no idea why u chose me why you even love me."
"Because I do Alicia because I do I really do I don't care about the shit that you do. I want you to just trust me and love me and I will get you out of this. I will give you everything that you wish for I will give my everything to you. I just need you by my side, I need you to forget James and his shit."
"He will kill me Justin he will kill me in a Heart beat."
"I can take u and leave here we can leave everything behind it will only be you and I, just the two of us I promise you won't regret." I said sitting up looking at her.
"What about your friends?"
I looked down biting my lip "they're better off without me they hate me now anyways.....but someday hopefully they will find out it was for their safety." I looked back up at her again
"Alicia please"
She sat up cupping my face in both of her hands looking in my eyes "Justin listen to me babe. I love James and I will always love James no matter what and I'm doing all this for him I'm with you in bed rite now because he told me too. He's the guy Justin not you. I don't deserve you I really don't. Your a good guy and you need a girl to love you back."
"BUT I LOVE YOU ALICIA I FUCKING LOVE YOU AND ONLY YOU." i yelled getting up grabbing my boxers from the floor. "I don't fucking understand why you love him, he hits you he makes u sleep around he fucking raped you at first and u tell me you love him? Why Alicia why?" I said putting on my boxers
"And I ask you the same question Justin. I have slept with every guy u know, I'm no freaking innocent angel I have fucking hurt u so many times. Why do u love me huh? Why justin? Its for the for the same reason why I love James."
"I...it's just...ugh forget it just fuck it, fuck everything, fuck me for loving you yeah Fuck me Alicia fuck me. I wish it was my fucking choice to just forget you cause I swear I would have." I grabbed my shorts and shirt shoving them on and walking out.