TRUE DAIRY OF A PK

Thou shalt not date

This is the number one rule of the pk rules. Yeah, I know but my parents constantly reminded me how dangerous it is to date. They had this weird halucination that girls who date will always end up pregnant. She made me hear stories of the women in church who had babies when they were young. So I was scared for my life and decided to keep away from dating at all cost and I kinda kept away from it for a while.

Like I said for a while....

Because I had a guy best friend, MK. He has been with me for ten years and yes we were pretty close. So it all started when I told him I had a crush on his cousin,Wayne. Boy was that guy fit to be a male model, Wayne had these black dreads that hung losely around his head, he had hazel Brown eyes that you could melt in and a awesome laid-back chilled personality, so to sum it up, he was an angel from heaven.  I was 12 at the time and was freaking out because he was my first crush. MK, being my best friend, decided to tell my Wayne that I like him. Of course it was the most embarrassing moment of my life since I was there and also because he shouted it across the room so basically everyone in the room heard. So little twelve-year-old me was so afraid that I punched him in his soft spot and ran away with my dignity.

Heh....

Later on, MK found me hiding in the closet. To say I was mad was a huge understatement, I was so furious that I thought the demon of anger possesed me. I think it did actually, so after that he apologized but, me being the merciful person I am, I decide to ignore home for the week, I always ignore MK when I'm mad at him because he HATED the silent treatment. Well ... Not so lucky for him, I was blessed with the professional ability of ignoring things known as the bad game we call the 'silent treatment' . I could ignore you for the whole year and not even flinch. After ignoring him for a while, he literally came begging me for forgiveness. Of course I forgave him, I would obviously forgive him since he is my bestfriend. That didn't mean that I didn't want to know why he did it. I stared at him straight in the eyes, knowing he would be lieing to me if he even blinked or glanced away, and asked him as kind as I could......

Okay, maybe I was not that kind, but I wasn't that mean either ...... I think ...... so anyway......

I looked at him straight in the eyes and asked him why in the world would he decide to blurt out my secret to the entire Tokyo..... his reply was exactly this

"I know this ain't excuse but I thought if WayWay knew then he would reject you, because I know your not the type of girl that he likes, and I thought if you were rejected you would need a shoulder to cry on and I will be that shoulder to cry on then you would miraculously fall in love with me just as I have fallen in love with you and maybe we can married in the future. Then I realised it was stupid and I wasn't really intelligent at any form at all.