As I battle with the deepest parts of my thoughts I've heard the news that same-sex marriage had been ruled constitutional. I was overjoyed but soon had to put it out of my mind because everything, no matter how noble it is feels like a burden so I just stayed in my room; stayed and wrestled with my mind. This is just so hard to deal with. Maybe it would be better just to end it all. No, I can't. I can't fall now, I need to be there for my family; for my friends; and for all the fans. I need to live because without me someone else will hurt. Maybe even someone I don't even know will miss me. I also need to beat this so I can finally be happy. To finally defeat Blurryface. I decided to check Twitter because the Clique had always been a source of optimism. When I got on Twitter I was disheartened to see that people have been messaging me, wondering if I was accepting of the court ruling. It was sad to see that my silence may lead to people believing that I loved them any less. I decided to break my silence and made a post.
"it breaks my heart to see that Not posting would lead some of you to believe that i do not Love and Support you. that is simply not true.
any day that love defeat hate, you know I am celebrating, just maybe not on twitter.
as for the silence:
through personal experiences, i want to create and influence through the battlefield that is the brain.
and for those of you who understand that terminology, you know what battle i am talking about.
but while at this mental ground zero, i have found that any other influence becomes too heavy for me to carry.
i am not strong enough.
be patient with me as i grow, that some day i might be able to carry more weight.
but for now, i write what i know.
both josh and i mean this, with Love and Support,
.tyler
ps. i dislike see artist/bands/peers Use the lovewins news to sell singles and tshirts. so i shut up." [Sic]
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Twenty One Pilots and #LoveWins
FanfictionThis is a very short story that I made about Tyler Joseph depression and #LoveWins It's told from Tyler's point of view and it was inspired by his tweet that he made about #LoveWins. I thank you for reading my story and I know there's grammar mista...
