(TicciMask) Your my reason.

Chapter seventeen - Maybe it does get better.

Song - Faded (cover)- Bars and Melody. (By far there best cover.)
Masky's p.o.v
I lied awake in bed thinking about Toby, while he was sleeping with his innocent little head on my chest. I need to help him, I need for my little waffle to get better. I miss when he laughs all the time and smiles. I also miss him annoying the piss out of me, and asking for waffles. That's when he's at his best, so I've come to a decision that is hard for me but I will do it so that we have more time to get him help. I'm going to go back on my proposal, but only for his sake. I looked at him while he twitched in his sleep, and all I could do is blush. You don't know what you do to me Toby Rogers. The next morning when I woke up I noticed Toby starring at the floor, while sitting on the side of the bed. So I went over to him and wrapped my arms around him sayimg these words, "Good morning my Love." He blushed and turned to kiss me but when I saw him arm tears nearly filled my eyes. He had cuts all the way down his arm. "Dammit Toby! Why the fuck do you do this to yourself" I shouted. He turned away and begun to cry. "I-Im sorry Tim" he said, and then locked himselfmin the closet. "Toby I'm sorry for shouting at you, please come out" I said. He opened the door, and before I got the chance to speak he jumped at me knocking me over and hugged me tight. "D-Does it e-ever get be-better" he asked. "Oh of course it does Toby, but you must let me help you in order for it to get better" I replied. "I'm s-sorry f-for disapointing y-you Tim." I can't believe he actually thinks that. He doesn't disapoint me, not one bit. "Toby I have said this before and I will gladly say it over and over again, I Love you so much. You don't disapoint me, nor do make me mad. And I will always be here for you no matter what. I swear to Beebus" I told him. He looked at me smiled and said, "By the w-way Tim I-I nev-er got th-that kiss." I laughed and then pulled him close to me wrapping my arm around him, and kissed him. Maybe for now I will wait to go back on the proposal, and I'll just see how he does.

Toby's p.o.v
Maybe Tim is right. Maybe it does get better. For now on I really want to stop being sad around him, so my plan is that even when the voices speak just to ignore them. Or at least while I'm with Tim. This will not be easy, but I would truly Love for Tim to be happy without me ruining it, and if it means I have to hide my pain than I shall. God I hope you know how much I fucking Love you Tim. TO BE CONTINUED......