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(Zach's POV)

"No Ashley, I don't feel like going to some stupid party tonight" Ashley is my best friend. Don't get me wrong, I love her to death but she can be just a little pushy and annoying and dramatic but still, she's my best friend and I wouldn't trade her for the world.

"Pleaaaaasssee" she begged. "I don't want to go alone and I need a wingman, Jackson will be there and I really need to get laid." Jackson was this boy Ashley was on and off with for a while and they hooked up a few times but it's nothing serious. " I'm. Not. Going." I said sharply, and just as I was about to walk to class she grabbed my arm and said "bobby will be there" she said sweetly as she knew I would say yes.

"Bobby will be there?"
"Yes" she said. Bobby was this smoking hot jock I've been wanting to smash for months now but have never gotten the chance to seduce him. This was my chance.

"Fine" I said, sounding not excited what so ever although I was so ready to get my hands on him." I knew you would say yes." Ashley said proudly.

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I was sitting in history class when I caught a glimpse of Bobby. I was so ready for him. I've had sex with half the school but he was in the "haven't smashed" pile. Although during all of the sex I have I don't exactly enjoy it. Its basically just a coping mechanism. I mean yeah it feels good but not the way you want it to make you feel. I may just look like your average teenage boy on the outside but on the inside I'm hurting, I'm hurting a lot. I don't tell anyone cause that's a sign of weakness and I am NOT weak. I have a good foster home and they are very good people. They know about my little sex rituals and they don't agree. They say "the best way to get your feelings out is to talk about it" I say bullshit. The last time I talked about my feelings it didn't end well.

"YOU DID WHAT YOU LITTLE SHIT?" She screamed as I was sobbing. She lifted me up by the shirt and slapped my face over and over again until my face was numb and I  could no longer feel the pain. I was used to the hits but these hits hurt, it felt like they had emotion in them. Anger. She threw me on the ground and my head slammed against the door. I managed to say something. " I don't regret it, I don't regret telling on you. I was tired of you hurting me." I told my counselor at school about my mom and I decided to share because I didn't want be weak anymore. She hit me one last time and I blacked out. That was the last time she ever hit me. I hated my mom, I hated her. She is the reason I will never be able to feel love.

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It was lunch and I was sitting with Ashley and a few other people. Ashley slipped away talking to some friends. Leaving me at the table alone with some random people.
"Are you gonna eat that?" I hear from across the table to see someone staring at my chips.
"Uh no I'm not, here you go" I handed over my chips to him not even knowing who he was. He was cute, brown eyes, brown hair and he had a good sense of style. I would hit it.
"My name is Jace, what's yours?" He asked
"Um.. I'm Zach" I said hesitantly
"So Zach, are you doing anything this weekend?" He said flirtatiously
"Um yeah actually I am, I'm going to a party."
"Or you could come to Route 66  this weekend with me" he said. Route 66 was a well-known club downtown. We all had fake id's so it wasn't a problem getting in. Surprisingly because I'm 17, guess I look old for my age. Hope that doesn't count at 30. " Why would I go with you, I don't even know who you are."
"I just told you my name" he said annoyingly. Like that makes me know him.

So I had to choose do I want Bobby or Jace.
It was difficult but I had to choose Jace, he was hot and I bet you he has a big house. I bet you thought I was gonna say dick. You little pervs.
"I'm in" I said to Jace
"Sweet, after school tomorrow meet at the flag pole, k?"
"Got it" I said calmly. Now I just had figure out how I was going to tell Ashley without getting murdered.

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After school I met up with Ashley. "Hey babe" I said anxiously. "What's up b, I am so ready for this party tomorrow" she said excitedly. She was so happy and I really didn't want to tell her, but I had to. " yeaaaahh about that party" I said "I can't g-" she stopped me before I could finish. "Now, Zachary you said that you would go to the party and help me hook up with Jackson, and if you say what I think your going to say I will slit your throat do you hear me?" Well if I wasn't scared before I sure was now. I started talking very fast.
" I'm so sorry, but this cute guy Jace invited me to Route 66 tomorrow and he was just a tad bit hotter than Bobby so I thought why not hook up with him instead" she gave the death glare. I knew it was the end for me

"Fine, But you owe me one, big time." She said with a smile. I felt so relived. "Thanks ash, you know I love you right?" I said acting very cute. She sighed , " I guess I love you to"
I was grateful to have her she was truly the best. Now I'm ready to get home and plan all the nasty things I'm going to do to jace.