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I sat a different window seat today because mine had been occupied. I looked around and waited for him to finally come, but he didn't show up, until late. He arrived with a girl. My roommate.

He sat at a different table and everything about this was already seeming off, ever since the day I 'met' him, he had never sat anywhere else, but he did today, with a girl. I looked away as much as possible so I didnt get noticed by my roommate, Jieun.

Soon I decided to leave because I couldn't take the the heavy load that was getting heavier by the moving time. The little laughter they constantly exchanged, the miniture shoulder shoves she jokingly did, the way he used his hand to talk to her and tell her jokes. The way his eyes occasionally manuvered and admired her petit body.

I got up and headed for the exit, I burdged through the doors and thick air engulfed me all at once, but yet I still felt suffocated. I was remined of my loniness, how I really had no one, to the extent I loved someone I have never even met, and imagined him loving me back.

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