Once
I hold someone dearly
I hold someone tightly
not wanting him to escape
Once
I've loved him
I cried because of him
for someone who didn't even notice me
Once
I regret all the tears
that was for him,
my whole life
Once
I can't think rationally
because he
keeps coming into my mind
Once
I keep pushing everyone
because they're not him
Once
I forgot that my heart
is too weak to be broken
but not after you shoved me away.
Once
I forgot that
I need to love myself too
because I was busy loving someone else.
