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im not okay (I promise)

There I stood hugging the railing with my hands my knuckles turning white from the pressure,  my breathing heavy,  my eyes blurred with tears.  Fears raced in and out of my mind,  the cold words my father would tell me. 

Wanting to run away from everyone and jump but yet run into a girls arms in just met her and here her small frame wouldn't be able to handle all the pain I have faced,  she was to precious to witness a death,  to see someone broken... To be around me.  I feel a arm around me, I look down to see the precious gem hugging me,  tears dancing in her eyes.  I hear a shushed whisper,  "thank you. "

Violet looked at me I smiled hoping to get her to see I'm okay,  even though I'm not okay. " I'm sorry for making such a big seen,  I must look like a wimp now,  it's fine if you don't want to hang out anymore. " I say smiling softly,  during the time of my old life as the expression goes, I learned how to act like I'm in a happy home,  with good friends,  and every thing was going according to plan (DID YOU GET PRAY FOR THE WICKED SINNERS)  I played it off well my mother believed it,  and so did everyone else.

I walked with violet to the bathroom of course I went to the men's and cleaned up,  "two more periods (yn) then you run home.  And do your homework chorus then go work on your studies. " That's how I lived my life...  Only when crime came up I would leave... or to get food.

I walked out looking fresh I walked with violet to where we first met and sat down.  When ever I do something heroic my mind freezes and instinct takes over.

The bell rang after 8th period (I have 8 periods at school so I'm going with that). Then out I went.

3:15 Homework, 
After -3:48 chorus
3:48-6:00study, 
6:00-7:00 cook and Eat,
7:00-7:30 study, 
7:30-9:00 work out,
9:00-9:10 shower,
9:10-9:30 ready things for mom,
9:30-10:00 read or write,
10:00-10:20 ready for bed,
10:20-6:00 sleep,
6:00-6:30 ready school and eat,
6:30-6:50 ready for home,
6:50-7:00 bus pick up,
7:30-3:15 school,
Repeat.

I'm not okay,