Can't Have Him - Jorbyn

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Corbyn's pov

Dear Diary,

School. The one thing i hate the most. No one cares about you. No one would care if you were dead. That's only one reason to why i hate school. The other is, I love someone. Someone who i shouldn't even be looking at. He makes me smile, laugh, i just can't help myself. He makes me, Me.

His looks. The way he walks. His every move, Makes me die on the inside. I love him, But sadly, i cant have him. He wont be mine. I wont be his. That's just how society works.

You can't date someone who is the same gender. The 'people' don't let you. Even if you are seen being flirty with them, You get punished (Not sexually). But i cant help my feelings! I cant help the way i feel about this boy. This boy called Jonah.

Dear Diary 2,

Today I had the guts and did it. Yes, confessed. Yes, got rejected. He was discussed. It was humiliating!! I can't even explain how bad the day was.. I felt like dying! 

I also came out to my parents who were of course, discussed. Now i live with my friend, Jack. Hes also gay but is dating this boy called Zach. They date in secret. Just like how i would of wanted to do with Jonah 

But sadly, I can't have him.

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