Mind Mirror

The Out of Body Experience

I wanna drill a hole into the side of my fucking head
I wanna pull the arteries from my arms
I wanna send bullets through my bloodstream
I want my lungs to fill with water and explode like a waterballoon

And I can feel it all

And I want it to stop
I want it to stop stop stop stop
stop.stopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstop

Iwant it tohappen soit canfinally stop

Is that not enough for me??

I can feel my muscles being ripped apart but it doesn't hurt at all

You can't feel pain in a dream but I'm not dreaming

But it's not real
So that makes sense

I want it to be real so it can be over
It's like witnessing a spoiler
In the middle of your movie
Amd it ruins it for me

It stops now, the feeling
But I'm not done with it am I?
And I know that it'll come back
So I feel it again

How do I put a scream that ravages your throat
into onomonopia

My eyes feel like they're made of water
But I assure you I'm not crying

I never do.

And? (They throw up)