When we got home Matt took me to his room. He shut the door and left. I didn't worry I knew he was fine. Not much you can do with umpteen million boys around on a tour bus. He came back in the room with food I moved to the head of the bed and pushed my back up against the gray wall. When Matt handed me the tray I noticed he changed to a hoodie then I see a slit. A deep dried up bloody slit I grabbed the tray sat it on the ground and buried my face into my knees and start crying.
"I'm sorry, what was I supposed to do? You just
up-and-left me. I didn't sleep for the first four nights. Do you know how much it hurt to live with the fact that 'my girlfriend couldn't handle my bullsh-' " he was at that point crying. He was right until the last sentence.
"That is not why I left Matthew. I left because I didn't wanna ruin your friendship with the boys and that's exactly what was happening while I was here. I ruin everything for you and the boys. I need to leave before I hurt you emotionally," I was moaning because when I cry it hurts and my breathing stops when it gets bad. I can't have Matthew see me stop breathing. I hate him even seeing me like this. I walked two steps away from the bed and Matthew grabbed my wrist.
"Your not going anywhere," he whispered softly.
"Why so we can fight some more?" I dried up my tears not remembering I had makeup on.
"No, because I love you" he said seductively. At this point I don't remember if we have ever said 'I love you before but I responded," I love you too Matt" I meant it when I said it. He grabbed my wrist and pulled me to stand up. He started playing with the hem on the back of my t-shirt.
Location: near my butt.
I felt his hand slowly move down and squeeze my butt. I kinda moaned and shoved my face in his and kissed him and yeah whatever now we are making out. I felt his grip on my bottom get tighter and then release and to be honest it kinda turned me on. I think he could tell when I started biting his lip. He started playing with my t-shirt again then started to lift it pas my belly button then my boo-
"Hey Matt, have you seen this mo- oh zayum Matt you getting it on" Nash Püma'd. And I was embarrassed because I had no bra on so I'm not sure in Na- "Damn, nice rack by the way" Nash winked. Yeah, he saw.
"Back off," Matt said.
"I was kidding" Nash said looking at me giving me a thumbs up with his hands in midair cupping to make it look like he had boobs giving a sign he wasn't kidding. He winked and walked off.
"Matt that was close I think we should stop so that doesn't happen again," I said.
"Get in my bed and trust me we aren't doing anything I swear," I did as he pleased and he got on top of me and we started making out nothing bad. I had my legs tangled in with his so when his would move mine wo-..
"M-M-Matt," I moaned he found my soft spot. From that point to about three minutes after he took advantage of my spot. We still were doing anything bad until Matthew moved his hand downstairs and inserted his finger in. (REMINDER I WAS WEARING YOGA SHORTS) then he got two in and it was amazing but I didnt expect this all at once.
"Oh my god," he was going faster, and faster. I decided to stop him,"Matthew you told me nothing bad,"
"Sorry, I got carried away princess." Matthew frowned.
The rest of the night we hung out in the living room cuddling and watching movies with the boys.
Sorry for the descriptiveness. I thought it was that time(; please leave comments whether you liked this chapter or not love you guys<3
~xoxo Madison
