You look at me what do you see,
happiness,joy,smiles, well that's not me
what you see is a cover, you think you know me best,
well you haven't seen the rest , the part i try to hide,
pain, hurt, and numb, is what i feel,
i try to be strong and not show what's really there,
if i did would you accept me? , you'd wonder why i feel that way,
you'd call me stupid and crazy for what i do, but go through all i did and see what you'd do