Graceful

So ummmm yeah

I can't put my feelings into words...I just don't know how to put it. It was as if it was a drunk text [*], but instead of over text, it was in real life, face to face... we'll sort of. The moment lasted long, but I only remember it as a blur, as if it passed quickly, which I'm glad it didn't. You know how people say there is a 'spark' or 'sparks fly' when two people have a connection? Well that's what it felt like, but not so magical. It felt like a puzzle, with a missing piece, which was the fact that the words we were saying are not supposed to be said, but we sort of just ignored that missing piece for a while.

The connection and emotions we both felt were so strong and attaching, as if our hearts held each other and didn't let go. We knew how we both felt, since we had both addressed it, and for the first time in a while, I felt comfortable with another in this way. But then you slowly started to shrug off what happened, and forget it, as if nothing happened. My confusion and sadness was taking me over, as I wondered if the moment was gone and lost forever, and I still wonder. Maybe you were just sobering up, and forgetting your drunk memories. But the point is, you were never drunk. So what are you sobering up from, and why are you leaving the emotions that we had for each other behind?

My questions are left unanswered.

[*] - It felt like a drunk text, because you were saying things that meant a lot, that you wouldn't normally say... kinda refers to @Adrynachin22 's poem called "Drunk" [link: https://www.wattpad.com/567639976-poems-of-mine-and-yours-drunk]

And btw hehehehehhehe this 'writing' (if you may) is very mysterious *evil laugh* *clear throat* moving on.....