bullied by magcon

i love you *****

I knocked her out like fight night!

but that bitch deserved it.

taking up my time.

sometimes I think

my life would be nothing like this without the magcon guys

I feel as if I would be dead.

I don't know but I feel as if I like Shawn alot.

I studder a lot around him and its embarrassing.

but he wouldn't like me.

I was sitting here talking to Andrea about shawn.

"but he's cute" I yelled

"I know but he he doesn't like you" she yelled

"I fucking know but I like Shawn so fucking much" I screamed

just then the guys appeared in my room.

I felt as if I was going to puke.

"did y'all hear that" Andrea said

"yeah" they said

I ran past them and up to the rooftop

how am I going to face him?

I don't know.

I feel like jumping off this rooftop. life is so stuck in the moment. they hurt me, but made me stronger and happy.

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I picked shawn

guys you can still comment.

Im half assing my updates.

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