Touch

Warm Night

This queen sized bed with white sheets we were on it. In that dark room with low source of lights , I felt like something cold gently touching my arms . Soft breath heard to be closer to me.

In order to have me closer to him , he set his hand on my waist and pull me close . I felt the warm underneath his breath as I was literally near his chest . I was stay still . I didn't know how to react on it . This strange moment I never been in my whole life . The strange feeling suddenly come . Forcing me to feel this moment , to have this moment in my life for at least once . I wanted to refuse but at the same I'm agreeing the feeling itself.

I made a first move by pushing him away . I could say that at the moment I was currently lost . What on my mind was to make it work . I gently touch his perfect rosy lips then he said "Try me." I came closer to him. I made our lips touched . And that's our first kiss. I could say I was really enjoyed the moment , perfectly . At least before he make a rough moves .

At that time , I still have my outfit on me . He had his too . He was trying to slightly taking off my white loosy shirt that was already on my shoulders . "What are you doing?" Said me helplessly . I thought my mind was totally off that night but the logical question when through all over me and exited my mouth . "Can I say ... Exploring ?" he replied and continued doing it with that creepy expression. On my mind was repeatedly said that this action is not fine. "No , this is not fine . This is not fucking fine !" I said to myself . I pushed his hand without hesitation and moved aside . But he wouldn't stop .

He was on his knees and started to unbutton his pajamas without taking it off and exposed the 'content' to me . I was so shocked and admiring his body ? I was totally insane ! But I can't do nothing . He legit doing what he wanted to do , I can't stop it either . I didn't think about running away from him because I know he would chase me after all . I thought I would exactly enjoy this part of the night , no matter how off it wanted to be .. so I stayed .

My hands started to sweat , cold and shaking . "Am I afraid?" I'm questioning myself . At the same time I thought it was funny on how am I forcing myself to have this night but at the end I'm regretting it ? But those questions disappeared as soon as he hold my hands and asking me to be close. "Your hands are cold , you're shaking , come here , be close to me ." This took me a long time to think but his stare made me scared more. So I move and be near him . In the position on our knees , he apparently going to hug me .

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Hi readers . This is the third time I'm trying to publish this book . So yeah hope you enjoyed . ;) -sasha