RiKara OS My First my Last

My First, My Last

,,Gauri?"

,, Haan?" Gauri turned around and looked at him. He seemed stressed and angry. Lekin kyun? Didn't he say he hated her? That he didn't care whether she was by his side or not?

,,Where were you? I was worried." Om admitted and stepped closer to her.

She looked into his eyes and saw real concern, concern for her.

She tried not to smile and scolded him for saying he doesn't care when he actually did. He had never considered her his wife, so why suddenly acting all Caring and Concerned? He was surprised by her answer and took her into his arms. Gauri felt uncomfortable and wanted to leave but he didn't leave her. Today he didn't care whether he would let his Guards down, he needed to push her to her limits to say what really was wrong with her.

,, Omkara...Let me go. What are you doing...Stop it!" She almost screamed and tried to push him away. Feeling him so close to her reminder her that he told her they would never become Husband and Wife.

,, I am romancing my wife...can't I?"

,,Omkara I can't bear you so close to me right now. Not now not ever, you said we are nothing to each other. You said I am not your wife, and that you hated the very sight of me!" Gauri looked into his eyes which showed anger and pain after he heard her words. She didn't want him to touch her? he thought.

,, Kya? Lekin Kyun? I am your Husband in the eyes of the Law, whatever I said I said in anger." He said and stopped for a second. Since when was he claiming his right as a husband? He had always told her that for him she was no one that she could drink poison and he wouldn't care.

,,Actually...I am afraid I will cross my limits. I can't control my emotions when you touch me, when I feel you holding me so close to the heart you didn't allow me to have. Do you even realize how many times you have broken my heart? But I came crawling back to you without any shame each time because you are my husband and I love you.."

She blushed the moment she realized what she just had revealed to him. Little did she know because her words made him happier. He had never let himself be effected by her consciously but hearing her talk about him like that, that his mere touch was making her crazy and that she loved him something in him snapped. Omkara knew it that Moment he needed her Love. He had always been attracted to her but now he allowed himself to be.

,, Om...Please...let me go."

Omkara looked at his beautiful wife and knew now he had to make the first move. He lifted her up and kissed her on the forehead. His lips lingering on her skin for a few seconds and she was shocked and didn't know how to react. Was she sleeping? Was he under the influence of any drug?

Before She could react he carried her to their Bedroom and laid her down on the Bed. Gauri crawled to the corner of the Bed; confused by his actions. Her Heart beating fast in her chest. What was he planning?

,,What?" He asked her with a smirk. Om studied her face and saw all kind of emotions: pain; confusion and love. She loved him despite all his wrong doings. How could she love him after everything that had happened?

,,W-Why did you p-p-put me on the bed?"

,,I love you Gauri." Omkara said and for the first Time he knew it was the truth; he had tried his best to suppress his feelings but today, today after seeing her indifference towards him he realized he wanted her to be his wife, he wanted her in his life, without her he felt incomplete.

Gauri looked at him and tried to smile her pain away. Another Lie, another Lie that would break her she thought. Since when did he lie so coldly?

,, Stop it Omkaraji !Bas! I can't hear that lie again. You once told me that we would never be husband and wife, yet you declared yourself my Husbands in front of so many people. You made a joke out of my Love while I believed in yours, I thought maybe he loves me too, maybe one day he will realize that he is my everything. You made me feel safe when you married me to save me from the villagers and Kaali Thakur's man, I really wanted your love and I want to believe you that maybe now you love me but I just can't... What if you lie to me so that Svetlana can't come back? Why would you be so cruel? What have I ever done to you, that you mock my feelings?" She started crying and felt helpless. He had broken her heart so many times by now that she didn't even know if her wounds will ever heal. As Omkara saw her tears he regretted every single Lie he had told her, every time he caused her pain. He was hurt by her words but he knew she had every right to question him. To question his Love, his intentions. After all he had always pretended to be a loving and caring husband and when he realized that he truly was falling for her he had hurt her beyond Imagination. Gone was the happy going Gauri he knew.