Chapter 1: Rejected

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by Azuna062

by Azuna062

New book thing,whatever you want to call it. If you don't like things about like self-harm then this book might not be suitable for you. Just warning ya.

Alex's POV~

Hello,my name is Alex. I'm an omega,male omega.......but surprisingly,I'm not really mistreated by the pack. I'm bullied by a few people,and they always make sure I get hurt everyday. Nobody knows,I keep to myself. I know I shouldn't be doing this but,my old friend........my blade. I placed it on my wrist but was interrupted as someone just opened the door. I quickly his the blade in my sleeve. "Alex,it's time to eat. C'mon!" My overly energetic brother said. "I'm going." I said as I got up. Don't get me wrong,I love my brother but he's too oblivious. I walked out of my room and ran to the forest instead of eating. I ran until I found my little secret hideout. It was a beautiful place,with a waterfall,many more animals and all types of things. I closed my eyes as I plugged in my headphones and started singing.

I'm so tired of people saying I'm a good person
Cause I'm not
It's like,if they could only see
what was in my head

Little boy's coming to his own
He's got to make them big decisions
Cause he's grown
He's gonna get a rude awakening
If he don't realize,who really loves him
and who lies

Don't you,ever stop to wonder if they
love you?
When you look into the mirror,
do you see the truth?
Or do the voices in your head got you
confused?
Do they make you wanna say

I-I'm not who you think I am
I-I-I-I-I'm not who you think I am
I-I-I-I-I'm not who you think I am
Who I am
Who I am
Who I am
I'm not a good boy

Wonder if you ever stop and think
About whatever happened to me?
Don't you ever think I was victimizied?
By those who said they loved me,they lied

Don't you,ever stop to wonder if I love you?
When you look into a mirror,
do you see the truth?
Or do the voices in your head got you confused?
Do they make you wanna say

I-I'm not who you think I am
I-I-I-I-I'm not who you think I am
I-I-I-I-I'm not who you think I am
Who I am
Who I am
Who I am
I'm not a good boy

Ooh,do you know that you broke me down-down-down
Ooh,and I'm letting go,I'm breaking it
down-down-down
Ooh,forever I know you've broken it down-down-down-down
Ooh,I just want you to know,you can turn it around

I-I'm not who you think I am
I-I-I-I-I'm not who you think I am
I-I-I-I-I'm not who you think I am
Who I am
Who I am
Who I am
I'm not a good boy

This isn't about you,
it's about me

Blake's POV~
Hello,my name is Blake. I'm the future alpha of the Blood moon pack. (I'll probably change it so shut the fuck up) I was exhausted,all the training to be an alpha is really taking a toll. I saw the little omega look at the pack's dining hall and ran. I thought this was interesting,so I followed only to be lead to a beautiful place. I saw him sit down and close his eyes. What shocked me was he starred singing. After he was done I walked out and tapped him on the shoulder. He jumped up and looked up at me,the fear was evident in his eyes. "I-I will get out of your way!" He yelled as he quickly ran away. My wolf inside was going crazy and yelling at me but I paid no attention to it. I felt a slight tug at my heart but thought of it as nothing.

Few days later~ Alex's POV~
It was Blake's birthday,how exciting. I hate this. Every girl was dressing up to see if they would be that motherfuckers mate. God,these girls just fell for him by his looks,not his ugly ass personality. The thing was,his parents were both males. The current Alpha and Luna. They were really kind as the Luna usually dropped by ever since my brother and I lost our parents. They have become a good friend and have helped us along the way. As I was in the hall where the party would be hosted,I saw Blake and his posse. Oh god,hopefully I don't get beaten today. Weird thing is,Blake bullies me for no reason. I think it's just because I'm the omega of the pack. I sighed and helped with whatever needed to be done and I got a lot of people saying 'Thank you Alex.' And I just smiled and said 'No problem' every time. I'm not the weak omega everybody thinks I am,I have some muscles and sometimes go to the pack's border as somebody who patrols,defends,advises,etc. As Alpha Trey was talking,it was finally time for the Asshole to find his mate. I just stayed in the back. Suddenly,I felt a pull. "Hell yeah bitch! I think we found our mate." I looked up and saw Blake. "N-no. You can't be my mate!" He yelled as he inspected me. "Okay,maybe hell to no no OH FUCKING LORDY MOON GODESS NO!" My wolf was yelling,I agreed with it and ran. I turned into my wolf form which was an all white wolf with blue eyes. (Like that one)

I ran as fast as I could,when upon reaching the pack's borders,I just sprinted and crossed it.

Blake's POV~
As soon as Alex ran out after I rejected him,my Father came up to me and slapped me. "WHY WOULD YOU REJECT YOUR OWN MATE!? ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND!!?" I've never seen my dad this pissed before. "You will be alpha but just so you know,you and this ENTIRE pack will get weaker without your mate by your side." I didn't regret it as that stupid weak omega was my mate. "I have always looked after Alex all these years. He's a nice sweet boy and you rejected him as your mate. Is it simply because he is an omega?" My dad,the Luna of this pack, questioned me. "Whatever, he wouldn't be needed anyways." My dad slapped me after that comment I made and walked away. I just went back to my room as people started leaving out of the hall and back to their respective homes. Everything was a mess,would it really affect me and the pack that much. "I hope you regret what you did! If not I swear on the Moon Goddess it will not be pleasant for you." My wolf Ray was talking and nagging about that stupid weak poor excuse for a wolf, omega. But I had this little sliver of who knows what at the back if my mind. Nothing will go wrong....... yeah?

Chapter one done,hope you guys like it.