you changed.

think.

"think." — chapter two

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i feel kind of gross as i lay on my bed in my own sweat. i just finished my daily exercising routine, and i can't be bothered to take a shower, even if it means being filthy. i'm sitting there for a few minutes, just staring up at the ceiling, until i hear my phone buzz with a call. i scramble over to see who it is, and it's you. it's park jimin, and now i have to face your changes once more, this time outside of school.

"jimin?" i answer, and smile meekly upon seeing your face show up on my phone. i oblige to the facetime request, and turn on my camera to show myself, despite all my filth.

you immediately flush, but i'm not sure why. do you like me now? do you think i'm attractive? i don't want you to feel that way about me, we're friends after all. hopefully, you don't. "damn," you mumble under your breath, but quickly recover soon after. a sweet smile creeps onto your lips. "how..how are you doing?" you ask, scratching your neck and looking down at the floor.

i respond with some form of a grunt, which you somehow translate to be a neutral mood. you nod in understanding, and point the camera down to walk. while you're walking, i catch a sight of your bottom half. are you wearing a skirt, jimin? my mind begs my mouth to ask, but i can't do that to you. your business is yours, i think to myself, and my business is mine.

"um, i wanted to call to see how you were, but i guess that since you're good.." you mumble, trailing off. i want to interrupt you, to say, 'no, don't worry, jimin; let's talk some more,' but i don't. i nod. i nod and smile at your pixelated image appearing on my screen. you hang up in a flustered rush, which leaves me to me, myself and i.

were you wearing a skirt, jimin? i want to believe that you weren't, but my brain is suggesting otherwise. jimin, why are you suddenly becoming girly? where are all these changes coming from? i'm suddenly motivated to do something other than cloud my head with these irrational thoughts. shower time.

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this one was short, but all the chapters will be short anyways so i'm not sure it matters much!