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Part 4

All my books and my ideas are mine. They belong to me JackieStorms.

We all sat in the car Cry and Felix were arguing about who should drive. After they decided Felix should drive Cry hopped in the passenger seat while I sat in the back "now remember you have been mute since a car accident when you were 10 but you don't know any sign language you were I St given this device that makes you sound like google." I nodded at Felix and typed "I know!" Cry put his thumbs up "also don't wear your glasses or anything that reminds them of Jack" "I know,I know jaysus" I typed. Felix started the engine "I barely recognise you with the green eye and the clothes" Cry complemented. I just put a thumbs up. We pulled into the drive way and the house was pretty big. It was dark outside and we arrived at 7:30pm and Felix opened the door for me "I'm mute not blind" the robotic google voice playfully snapped "I'm I programmed to be like you" Cry smiled at his handy work well I couldn't see his smile but he was smiling. Felix knocked at the door and I hid behind the pair my black coat hiding my face. The door opened and Mark was at the door smiling "hi guys,shy Sean!" He grinned. I waved and we walked in hanging up our coats but i still wouldn't look up so anyone could see my face "he's really shy isn't he?" A female voice asked I looked up a bit to see Signe smiling and waving. We walked into the dining room with a large arse table where everyone sat. I sat at the furthest end while Mark sat at the top opposite me. Plates of cookies,cakes,fruit and steak was placed on the table. Enough for everyone to have a whole lot of the food to themselves and there was alot of us. "Hi so I'm Tyler" Tyler waved "Ethan" "Amy" "Bob" "Wade" "Phil" "Dan" "Signe" they all introduced "Sean whats that speaker thing?" Tyler asked and I pulled out my phone to type "its way I use to speak I've been mute since I was 10" my device explained. A bunch of 'oh's' and 'sorrys' flooded my ears. "Can you look up?" Bob asked I nodded and slowly looked up,gasps were heard "Sean your eyes there beautiful" Signe whispered I just looked down again a single tear falling down my cheek. "I loved someone like you once,you two look really similar. I loved her with all my heart but something changed soon she was gone and I had to leave to,I simply disappeared until Felix found male in a bar years ago" I smiled as my phone said this. "She was the light of my life...until she left and I know she's not happy and that's what hurts the most" I typed before I wiped the tear away and began to eat as did everyone else. At certain moments I would see Signe staring at me with curiosity. I would kindly smile and continue to eat once everyone finished I walked around taking everyones plate so I make a good impression. Once I placed them in the dish washer Signe joined me in the kitchen "you remind me of someone,he had the same name as you actually. He was kind,positive,generous until one night he got hammered and never came home,I checked his Twitter to find out he posted he was gonna die that night. I never cried so hard in my life...and just like your girlfriend I'm not happy but others think I am. His nickname was Jack and he loved life but he was gone the night we had a fight" and he was sad but I didn't question it. I wanted to tell him I'm sorry for such a long time,he would have wanted me to move on but with some one I actually love so I am." Signe smiled as she leaned in close to me as if to kiss me and she did. I missed her lips so much. She pulled away and smiled at me I just smiled back before we both exited the kitchen and she took her place next to Mark once again. "So Sean where you from?" Phil asked "America" I typed "oh you look British or Irish" Dan laughed. Mark gave him a glare before he looked at me again "sleep over?" Mark asked we all nodded. We got completely hammered and I waddled over to my guest room I made sure not to speak. 5 minutes later Felix and Cry burst through the door screaming "whats wrong?" I typed Felix and Cry stared "f-fire" they panted I bolted from the bed and ran to get everyone else. Once I shook everyone awake with the help from Felix and Cry we all clambered into Mark's van,"Sean drive" I shook my head and began to hyperventilate. Mark looked concerned as did everyone else Mark then looked at the wheel and began to cry "I can't drive" "why!" Signe yelled in shock "because that night I took the wheel when Bob and Wade weren't looking and drove us into a wall by accident! Now Jack's dead because of me!" Mark cried while Bob and Wade gasped "I hated him for years!" Cried Wade,Amy jumped in the drivers seat and began to drive. My vision became blurry as I looked at Felix and Cry "medication" I typed before everything went black.