I'm in the practice room with the members.
We're just goofing around, dancing, and laughing.
We became close to each other now.
We're currently waiting for jyp pd-nim.
He said he will tell me my position this day.
I'm really curious, so do the members.
I haven't show them anything.
I haven't dance, rap, or sing.
As we were laughing, jyp pd-nim came in.
"annyeong, have you guys know each other?"
he asked.
"NE!!!"
we excitedly screamed.
"okay, okay. I'm here to announce saerin's position in the group so have a sit down everyone" he said.
Then all of us sat down on the floor.
"okay, saerin?"
he called my name.
"ne, pd-nim?"
"I've decided to make you the lead dancer, vocalist, and main rapper, changing chaeyoung's position" he said.
WHAT? then I look at chaeyoung.
She just stared at pd-nim blankly.
"chaeyoung? you okay with this right?"
he asked.
She hesitantly nodded at him without saying anything.
"saerin? what about you? are you okay with this?" he asked.
"I uh... no. I'm not okay with this pd-nim. Mianhae"
I said, making the others look at me surprised.
"chaeyoung earned this position. It was meant for her in the first place. It's so unworthy from me if I'm being okay with this. I'm okay with lead rapper but main? It's for chaeyoung. Not me pd-nim. I'm very sorry"
I added.
I look at chaeyoung.
She looks speechless.
"saerin-ah, I gave you this position because I've seen you rap before. I've seen the rap you wrote, I've seen your rap skills. This position fit you. And chaeyoung, I didn't mean to hurt you by giving your position to her. I'll just let her rap, so you can judge her yourself. You can see if she's worth the position or not. I hope the two of you will understand. And saerin? Please come to the front. Show us the rap you wrote" he said.
Then I look at chaeyoung again, she looks at me like she's expecting something from me.
Then I came to the front.
I took a deep breath then I rap one of the song I wrote, "Empty Dreams"
They look at me with wide mouth during the rap.
When I finished the rap, I can see chaeyoung clapping and cheering for me.
"see saerin? they approved"
jyp pd-nim said.
"now let the two of them talk, the others please follow me outside" he added.
The members followed him outside except for me and chaeyoung.
We went silent for 2 minutes then I broke the silence. "chae, I'm sorry I didn't mean t-"
"shh it's okay, you rap really well you know that? jyp pd-nim gave my position to you because you have an amazing rap skills. To be honest, I'm really surprised for this. But, I will let you take the position. Besides, I'm still a rapper. Me and dahyun want to have another rapper in the group so it's okay saerin" she gave me a smile.
Then I went to hug her.
"I'm sorry again. First you got the news for another member, now I took your position from you. I know it's overwhelming chaeyoung. You've been so nice to me since I came here. And for that, thank you and I appreciate you. Same goes to the other members" I said letting all my feelings in it.
She just chuckled then hug me tightly.
We hear the door opened.
"aww look at them~ so lovely" someone said.
We turn around, we saw the members and jyp pd-nim smiling at us.
