I walked to the public bus hopeing to see tini when she walked up my body was filed up with anxiousness. Tini said "Hey girl" I replyed "Fistpump!" tini had a wtf face on "that's what I said tini! He leaned it for a kiss and I paniced and said fistpump! I don't mean to selfish but I hope he gets the freakin flu or some crap case I would be too emberred to see him...ever! Tini are you listening? Tini!" She pointed behind me I turned around and I saw russell. Looking pissed he walked up to grabbing my arm hard and got in my face "really how selfish are you! You were nervous but guess what monica Me Too!!" He let go and began to walk I ran to him and grabbed his arm pulling him as hard as I could but he wouldn't buge he turn around and hollered "stop have you lost your mind, let go!" He pulled away and began walking i ran in front of him finding my self putting both of my hands on his chest putting my head on his shoulders crying and pleading "Stop please russell please" he stopped and and wrapped his arms around my waist whispering in my ear "calm down ill stay iight." I nodded my head with the last tear drop going down my cheek. I told you guys the simplest things he does can controll me.
We were sitting down all three of us on the bus. I was putting my head on russell's shoulder while he put his hand on my leg and tini just think what just happen. When we gt to school we notice everyone crowding around in one big circle so me, tini and prizzy wanted to see what was going on. We pushed through everybody and let me tell you it was a battle but I regret it by the time we were in the front row to find my ex and my enemy making out they were basiclly having sex on the table. I wanted to walk away but that was when she called me out "aye! Look at your pathetic ex! Hey monica like the show were played in" I rolled my eyes and said "what show there's nuthin to show off!" Russell grabbed my arm whispering in my ear "don't do it she's not worth it!" She walks up to me and says "oh yeah bi- your fake all over" I got in here face " Bi- your the fake one your dumba- wanted a boob job so you try to look at the back of a doctor suess book for a number!" Here friends cae out of the crowd and tini got my back amd said "bi- bring it I triple dog dare you don't be scared!" And my other friends came out the crowd to like 4X her crew and I whispered in her ear " you maybe popular but I'm betta so best belive that!" Then I punched her and then it was like a whole roit everyone trying to kill someone even if they weren't. My crew or her crew everyone they needed our security and other highschools security when they got us together we were all punished and we all had to deal with it but me and christina had to deal with it the most
We were both called into my principle's office at the same time he was screaming man I mean he was pissed so he sa down cause he was pasting back in forth screaming at us so anyways he sat down and looke at me and said I had to get suspend for 2 weeks and she did too he dismissed us but told me to stay so he ould say some words he folded his hands and looked at me and said "mya" I hate when people called me by my name "I am so upset with you your my favorite student ever in this whole inter school and you are a beaytiful intellegent young lady why would you start this even thought you think your hard sometimes its good to be sensetive this dosen't mean you gotta be a goody tw shoes but calm down" I looked at his whil my feet were on the desk. And said "that was such...such bulls-!" And walked out the room. I walk into the hal to find russell across the room with one foot up the locker and him leaning on the locker with a serious face I walked towards him he said in a low calm voice " why didn't you listen" I grabbed his neck while look down " I know you were right but-" he hollered " no but's monica you had no bussiness doing that" I looked up nd backed away he wasn't finish talking though " You think you got it bad cause you think your all hard and your supposed be from the streets. I lost my mom to cancer and you got it hard" he started to cry a little " I'm sorry" I tried to touch his arm but he pulled back and looked at my eyes and walked down the hall and I screamed "russell stop! Where are you going?" He kept walking and yelled "I don't know but I'm trying to avoid you! I broke down and just fell and started to cry.
After school me and tini sat on the bus together we talked and joked. Talking to tini always made me feel better she was like my sis i take that back she is my sis we were all doing great till he came on the bus on a diffrent bustop he gave me a evil glare and i was speechless me and tini shut up for the rest of the ride while he listen to music in his iphone while looking out the window. when we got off we got off on the opposite door we walked on the opposite street and we looked the opposite way. untill i dropped tini off at her house i went a cross the street and stopped him and he looked at me and smacked his teeth and i did the most dumbest thing ever when he tried to walk around me i grabbed his arm and kissed him i was doin the most grabbing his neck not letting him break the kiss pulling his shirt until i stopped he looked at me and i was heavy breathing and he wasnt .wtf. and he grabbed my arms and wrapped around him and he wraped his hands around me.
He let me inside his house this my second time we known each other since 2nd grade.smh. so he lived with is 19 year old brother and he wasnt home so we chilled i was laying down on his couch while my feet on him we were watching a movie then he looked over to me and layed on top of me. his head was on my stomach he was tired so he feel asleep and then i started to drift off.
When i woke upot was 12:00 am his brother didnt bother us cause i saw his car in the parking lot i looked my at my phone and i had 36 miss calls by my mom and i listen to some of voicemails man was she pissed! i was even scared to go home so i woke up d-pryde who was on my stomach still and he said "whats wrong"?" and i told him the whole story he didnt say anything for a while then he got off of me and put his shoes on and i did too and he said "im staying over your house tonight" he grabbed some clothes i yelled in a whisper "are you crazy my dad will kill both of us!" he smirk and said "im willing to take that chance."We snuck up into my room by a window and i could hear my parenta screaming and worrying so i told russell to stay here he nod his head and stated to change so i went downstairs my parents saw.me and grabbed me and they were PISSED!!! they aske me all these question but the big question was "Where were you?" i replyed "at the library." "why wouldnt you tell us" "didnt want to be distracted""have you lost you mind" "i should teard that a- up!" i walked.upstairs when they were still talking cause if i would have kept answering they would have kept getting closer i went to my room and locked my door finding russell on my computer checkin some social network. my parents were doing the most yelling and banging on the door and russell said while looking at the screen still "i should tear that a- up" mocking my parents and laughing "shut up" i said playfully and then sitting on his lap with his hormones going crazy he was tempted to grab my leg.but i stopped him and logged off his account and told him to go to bed and he as i asked and.went to bed and he went to bed with his arms around me holding me. i feel protected.
