bellas pov:
I get out of the shower and wear my regular black oversized sweater and black leggings then I walked out of the restroom to see zach sitting on the bed, I walked to the bed looking down and sat down far away from him but he crawled across the bed and hugged me from behind but I pushed him off
me: go away
zach: no
me: go
zach: not until you tell me why you cut
me: my parents died my brother doesn't want to see me I'm getting physically bullied everyday in school and you keep pressuring me. will you leave now?
zach: im sorry I didn't know
me: leave
zach: want a stress reliever?
me: id love that just as much as Id love to see you leaving
zach picked me up and laid me down then laid on top of me
zach: I can help with the stress thing
me: cuddles and Netflix?
zach: nah
he softly kissed my neck
me: then what?
zach: youll see...
he kissed my neck a little rougher this time leaving a hickey.
zach: baby I need you
me: zach I don't feel secure with myself and you know that
zach: why not? your perfect. your personality is great, your body is just a bonus please baby just this one time
me: no
zach: you can't stay insecure forever, and its good to face your fears earlier in life so this is perfect
he's still kissing my neck but he keeps talking against it sending vibrations throughout my body
zach: come on baby please...youll like it I promise and I won't hurt you, I promise
me: zach you simply touching me hurts
zach: i won't touch your scars or bruises
me: ugh your never gonna give up are you?
zach: not until you let me :)
me: you know at this point anything is better then you being annoying and asking me that
zach: yayyy!
he started kissing my collarbone
me: wait be careful please...I really don't want this but im doing it for you and so you stop talking about it
zach: you won't regret it I promise
he took off my shirt and kissed in the space between my bra and my collarbone but I got hella self conscious even though he literally just saw me naked but I was still feeling weird so I put my arms in an X across my chest so it wouldn't show but zach pulled my hands down and continued while talking against my skin
zach: baby stop, it just me and you no one else and you know I would never judge you, please stop hiding yourself from me I truly love you and idc what your body looks like all I care about is your personality. your sexy but thats just a bonus please don't hide yourself
he pinned my hands above my head so I wouldn't be able to hide myself then held my wrists with one hand and used the other to unclip my bra and take it off, I struggled to get out of hid grip but he held on tighter then whispered in my ear
