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The person who I fell for
Is it really you?
Me wanting you
Is that really me?
Even in this moment
When we are holding hands
There's no feeling of assurance
To warmly wrap around us
The burning warmth only leaves behind smoke
And the smoke rises without strength
I try swallowing my excitement
But the more I try to push it down
A trap wraps around my neck
I can't see the end
But my feet go towards you again

You covered me, one more layer
The more I get to know you, the stronger the storm gets
Even the empty boasts that I yelled out
If the goal is you
It's not an empty boast anymore
But I can't catch you
No matter how much I empty out, I can't fill myself with you
There's only one thing I want
That you're not a fantasy
No, even if you are a fantasy
It'll still be the same for me

You're a strong perfume
You covered up my life
Your scent moves me
You're so close yet so far
I love you and I will have you

It's impossible to stop now
Even this moment when I'm getting far from you again
It's crueller than anything I can imagine
I need to raise the glass of goodbye some day
But I can't raise it yet
I can't cry yet
Because our puzzle hasn't been completed yet
If only I could be a monster
And swallow up everything
Please, if only I could

I can't catch you
No, maybe I already have you
I clearly saw you, felt you, touched you
Through you, who came into me
I'm locked up from head to toe
Actually, it's hard even to breathe
But I can't go on without you
Even those struggles
Whether it's a dream or reality
I don't care anymore
Wherever I go, I'm with you
I don't need anything else but you

You're a strong perfume
You covered up my life
Your scent moves me
You're so close yet so far
I love you and I will have you

My imagination creates you
And when I see you, I imagine again
On this path with no end
We're dreaming the same dream
But why can't we be together?
When can it be the same?

Like thick wine
Even if it gets deeper red
In the end, it's back to the first page
I drink but I'm not getting drunk
I love you, I have swallowed you

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 25, 2018 ⏰

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