The next day....
I woke up at 10:30 and I had to be at moms house by 11:00. After I had washed my hair and got dressed I went to Starbucks for a drink.
What she was wearing ^^^
Later...I had reached my moms house around 10:45, I was early so I just sat around in the kitchen.
There was some cameras filming me but I didn't care, I was used to it now.While I was waiting for mom to get out of her meeting with Khloe I took a photo for Instagram.
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ZaraJenner: taste the poison from your lips💔
Comments:
KylieJenner: work it sister 💕
Kendalljenner: I've missed youuuuuuu 💘
Hater1: your fake just like your family
Fan1: fuck off ^^^^
ShawnMendes: great caption ✨
KhloeKardashian: ermmmm fuck off please @shawnMendesBACK TO REAL LIFE
I was called into moms office while passing Khloe, we started to laugh over the comment she left on my photo.
When I got to moms office I couldn't believe my eyes. There was shawn sitting there.I sat myself down not looking at shawn once. I could feel his eyes burning into the side of my head, eyes filled with regret and passion I just ignored him.
"So kids, I know that you two didn't end on good terms" at this point in my moms sentence I rolled my eyes
"BUT, you guys need good publicity, and what good way that is than to FAKE DATE" mom said while throwing us papers.
"Fuck no" I said while staring at mom.
" LANGUAGE" she shouted
"Come on Zara it will be fun" shawn singed.
It took me a while to think of the good things about this deal such as waking up in his arms, the kisses and the memories.
"Fine, how long for" I said sadly
"5 months, now no talking sign the papers and go and do whatever you young people like to do" she said while scrolling through her iPad.Later in the day.
I was just about to leave to go to kylies house when I got a call from shawn.
"Hello" I said while picking up my keys and locking the door.
"Zara please come over I miss you so fucking much" shawn said while sobbing.
I couldn't bare to hear his Sobs any longer so I texted Kylie saying I couldn't come. I was on the way to shawns house, I didn't need a GPS or a map because once I loved him so much that I would memorise everything about him, his eye colour, his fears, his birthday. you name it I knew it. He was exactly like that with me.A bond that couldn't be broken. But it did.I was so deep into my thoughts that I had even noticed that I had reached shawns home.
Shawns house^^^^I hopped out my car and walked straight into his house. Nothing has changed, all the same, the same decorations I picked. There was photos of us everywhere. I suddenly heard sobbing coming from upstairs, climbing the stairs 2 at a time I came face to face with shawns door.
When I entered he was sat on his bed crying his eyes out. "shawn what's happend" I asked running over.
"M...My moms passed away" he said while dropping to the floor. Without thinking I ran to him and hugged the shit out of him.
"Shawn I wish I could say it's gonna get better but your mom was your life" I said while rocking him in my arms.
"No zara, you were my life" he said looking up to me with bloodshot eyes.