You say you've moved on, yet you write stories about him. Most of the characters you've created consist of the "perfect guy" being a popular athlete with eyes that make you melt and a sharp jaw-line. Now if I'm not mistaken, that fictional character is based off an actual person. And that person just so happened to be your first love. The one that gave you love and trust and warmth, yeah that one. The one that also betrayed you and made you hate yourself. It must be heart breaking to lose or to not be in contact with your first love, but I'd thought you'd have moved on by now. I thought you'd have realized that he didn't deserve you, and not the other way around. And I thought you'd have realized by now that your knight in shining armor has been in front of your very nose this entire time. I've tried the best I've could to make you forget him. And I've tried my best to make you fall in love with me, as I've fallen for you. I can't help that I've fallen for you. You are just the most perfect girl in the whole wide world, and you are very dear and special to me. I thought you stole your heart back from him and gave it to me. I thought you wanted to start over and be with the one who you're supposed to be with. I thought you lost yourself in me. I thought you wanted a life with me. Am I not enough? Do you miss the hooked nose and the dark hair? Do you miss his athleticism and his reputation? Do you miss the days where you two were together? Before the days wen't dark. I do not know the answers to these questions. Only you know for sure. But I have just one question here, why do you write stories about him? Do you miss him? And if so, why? Just, why?
