One Shot

I'm leaving Wattpad and no not forever, just until I find a new laptop and then I will make a new account with the same name :) so if you guys still choose to follow me please do so xD hopefully you enjoy this short one shot :D IM GONNA MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH oh and the story I'm doing in here might just become a full story in my new account :) so ENJOYYY GUYS

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"My story is not yet finished, I may be weak and fragile, but that doesn't mean I can't continue with my adventure"

I was a pretty hyperactive woman, even at the age of 23 I was

clumsy and seemed to stumble upon words every time I bumped in to a cute guy. People seemed to wonder if I was a teenager at heart, but I guess it was because I never got over my teenage phase.

But with my wide toothy smile and my sparkling eyes no body could ever think I was diagnosed with ADHD. I'd been diagnosed since the age of 10 and kept it hidden safely.

I sighed as I stared in to the eyes of Jason. Jason was my absolute enemy in high school, we despised each other and we would argue day and night just about the tiniest of things. A few years after graduation we met each other again and once again he seemed as hot as before.

But at the same time in high school Jason was the nerd, he would wear red framed glasses and unlike most of the football team he didn't have the bulk and the huge messy hair thing. Even now he still has those stupid red framed glasses but that wouldn't stop me from falling in love with him.

After meeting Jason again, we clicked somehow. We were talking rapidly through phone and chat and at local coffee shops, we just couldn't stay away from each other.

That was until now, I decided to let Jason in to my apartment after we finished our coffee at Starbucks. Sure it was a good idea at the time, but my ADHD kicked in and I lost it. As soon as I came to Jason noticed that I was weak from the lack of sleep I was getting and the small amount of food in my system.

He kept urging on, asking what was going on and before I knew it I was spilling everything, everything from when the doctor told me that I had ADHD to now. I could hear small gasps or the click of tongues after we were done talking but it was silent for a few minutes after that.

That's when Jason told me, he told me that I shouldn't be up and about, I should be resting and eating as much as I could. So I snapped, I was not some weak girl, I would not end my story just because I had ADHD. And that leads up to now.

"But Claire.." Jason pleaded, I furrowed my eyebrows and shook my head.

"I can handle things, I don't care what happens, I want to experience things and travel the world, just because I have ADHD doesn't mean I can't do something for the society" I concluded.

Jason sighed, unconsciously I grabbed his smooth hand and let my eyes do all the talking. We spent for what felt like an eternity before Jason sighed and slowly let a smile glide on to his face. My face brightened, it's not like I needed Jason's permission to travel the world but I needed all the support I could get and Jason being supportive was a huge help.

I had no one other than Jason. Back in high school I was the popular girl who everyone adored, but back then I was so much more lonelier then I was now. Back then I had no one I could tell about my ADHD problem, people seemed to admire me but that was it, they didn't have the strength to be my friend because they all felt like they were lower then me, they believed being with me would be a disgrace because they had a strange thought they aren't good enough for me.

I could tell Jason was hesitating, the flinch in his eyes concluded my theory and I gripped on to his hand harder. Some how I felt that it was the best way to show my feelings, about how I felt. Strangely enough, Jason understood, he was searching my eyes for a lie.

"So...ADHD huh?" Jason said shattering the silence that was between us. I let out a grunt and fixated my hazel eyes on to Jason's.

"It's not that bad, anyways what happened while I was out?" I asked drawing tiny circles with my finger across his palm. I sensed a shiver that broke out of Jason's body and raised my eyes to meet his once again.

"You were... Different, you lost control, almost threw a vase at me" Jason chuckled before glancing at his palm in which I continued the circles.

I sighed. My ADHD was pretty bad but as long as I had medicines daily then it wouldn't get out of hand, not unlike THAT day, but that was another story.

I haven't met my parents in five years. I told them I just wasn't interested in going to college, I was more interested in travelling the world and tasting new types of food.

A chef was what I wanted to be, I may not be healthy but I could at least manage to be a chef. I can just imagine tasting varieties of different food.

"Hey what's this?" Jason asked flinching me out of my thoughts.

He stood near my world map that was on the wall behind my work desk. My desk was messy, it was filled with little pins and papers discussing my financial state.

I smiled.

"It's a world map dumbo" I said pointing out the obvious. Jason rolled his eyes at my sarcasm and lifted his glasses up to the top if his nose with his pointer finger.

"Stupid, I'm asking about the little yellow and red pins"

I laughed. Little pins were scattered across the whole map.

"Those are pins to mark the countries, yellow ones are the countries I have been to, the red ones are places I haven't been to" I explained shrugging.

The red ones had filled up almost the whole map, you could only see two or three yellow ones. My parents weren't much of travellers when I was younger.

"Woah... You went Hong Kong?" Jason asked as he leaned in closer to the little yellow pin.

I nodded.

"Wow" he said

"Soon enough those red pins will all be yellow and I'll make sure of it" I finalized staring at the world map.

"And I'll be with you through it all" Jason said glancing at me with a small smile.

I am Claire, I have ADHD.

But that's not exactly my story now is it. Yeah sure I was impatient and sure I was quick to rush in to things, but I was still me, I still had dreams.

It was scary sometimes. I knew Jason was the only person I could trust, I trusted him so much that if he left, I would die mentally.

I may sound crappy with all this dream stuff, but I was determined to make my story a happy ending.

My story didn't end when the doctor said I had ADHD, now what kind of story would that be if it did really stop there. No my story has just begun.

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SORRRY... Man that was so emotional. So I made a story about a girl with ADHD because I felt that some people may seem happy but are dying internally inside. Also I felt that just because she seemed perfect doesn't mean she is and I learned that all from a book called Perfect so check it out! It was really a beautiful and amazing book :) I really honestly want to thank you guys espicially, you have stuck with me and my annoying rants about school, you stuck with me through my horrible writing and the little stupid messages I put at the end of each story. You stuck with me even after I deleted most of my books and then made new ones and then deleted those so THANK YOU :) honestly in my new account I hope I have the time to update frequently because a while back my computer busted and I couldn't update and that's when my dads like oh let buy you a new laptop, that's when I realized I wasn't being the best author or even a proper writer so I wanted to start over fresh and new, some of you may forget me and some may stick with me but either way you guys have been

the best and the best only :) you make my day so thank you

Now that's that for a long ass message BYE BYE :D