I Love You Damn It~ (Ayumi x Yoshiki- Corpse Party)

Chapter 1

Ayumi's POV ~
It has been a month now ever since Me,Yuka,Yoshiki,Mochida and Naomi got out of that damned place.
Of course we cried for the others but soon got over it.
Me and Yoshiki tho,haven't been talking alot ever since.
Ever since Yoshiki confessed his love towards me I didn't know what to think,nor feel. I liked him yet again I hated Him.
He never really wanted to be near me and always asked to switch partners if he got me.
I understood why he didn't want me near but It made me sad.

Naomi and Mochida were safe and sound,happy with eachother. God Did I start to hate them. Mochida knew I liked him all along,but he just ignored my feelings. And Naomi...She is still mad at me for well I'm not sure what exactly.

But I didn't care If Naomi hated me. I wish Seiko and other's were here... But they sadly died. Mrs. Yui... Morishige.... Everyone I cared about,is now dead. And just a month ago I saw them with my own eyes. The last precious moment I remember is Cleaning for the Good Bye festival.

God I miss everyone. Im glad I have Yoshiki tho. He is the only friend I have left right now and Im his only friend as well. But I want to be more than friends. He probably lost all his feelings for me.

Sighing I ran to my next class passing by Yoshiki not even saying 'Hi' as I usually do.He must think I'm ignoring him but hey, he is the one Ignoring me!

I just hope that he dosen't hate me. I have been acting like such a damn bitch when we were at Heavenly Host. Of course we were questioned and girls soon fell in love of how 'brave' Mochida and Yoshiki are. I guess they earned alof of fame huh?

When turning around to look at Yoshiki I could she him talking to another girl. I stopped running and looked at him. They were hugging and... I could feel hot tears for in my eyes. "Hey! Ayumi!" Yelled Naomi from not so far away. She did hate me but we still were friends. "Hey Naomi!" I yelled back and smiled at her. She smiled back but frowned "You and Yoshiki... Not hitting it off very good huh...?" I shook my head as a reply and Naomi nodded. "How about you and Mochida?" I asked simply,not wanting to be rude and not sociolize. "Eh we are good. And so is Yuka." I nodded. Hearing that Yuka was okay made me sigh in realif.Poor girl, seeing all that gore and blood probably scared her alot!

Me and Naomi kept talking until we got to Math Class. I sighed and realized That I was FORCED to sit with Yoshiki. He gave me a warm smile and waved at me. I frowned and didn't look at him. i could tell he was dissapointed, but pft. Like I cared? Math Class started and our teacher said the sentance I hated ever since I got back from Heavenly Host "Today you guys get free time!" I knew Naomi would talk to me which I didn't mind but what I did mind is Yoshiki who tried to talk to me through the whole class. Finally when the last 20 minutes were going he pulled me by my hand and pushed me into the hallway. "What The Hell?!" I yelled in suprise and anger. Yoshiki looked angry and tried not to yell "Look You have been ignoring me alot today and I want to know why?!" I rolled my eyes "OH LOOK WHOS TALKING! THE PERSON WHO KEEPS WANTING TO GET AWAY FROM ME AS SOON AS POSSIBLE! ALSO YEAH I SAW YOU AND YOUR LITTLE GIRL HUGGING! TRYING TO MAKE ME JEALOUS?! WELL ITS NOT WORKING YOU .... YOU.... YOU BASTARD!" And thats when I planted a big,slap on his cheek. He stood there holding his cheek and chuckled. His voice told me he was sad, But I didn't care. "My... Girl? She was my cousin who I hadn't seen in forever! And you guess that she Is my girl? And IM the bastard? You were acting like one ever since I confessed my love to you!" I stood in shock. Hot tears filled my pupils as I tried to blink them away, but failed. They soon traveled down my cheek and dissapeared leaving a watery line.

How could he say such things? I never... acted like a bastard...? Did I? At the moment I didn't care. I left him alone in the hallway, staring at the blank spot that I stood in once.

"Two can play this game Yoshiki-Chan!" I whisper yelled to myself and stormed back to my desk.

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A/N- Hello everyone! I hope you like this so far! Its sucky I know but tell me if you want more!