Shattered || CrankGameplays X Depressed!Reader

Twelve

"Will you go out with me?"

Hearing that question roll of his tongue made my heart flutter. Honestly, I don't know what to do at this moment.

Do I say yes?

Or do I say no?

My hearts been broken multiple times before. I thought they were different..
I probably look like an idiot just standing here, blankly staring into space.

"Um.. Ethan.. Im sorry, but I want to take this slow.. I barely know you. I want to work on our friendship first.."

I feel guilty for shooting him down like that. He seems like such an amazing guy.. But, I'm just not ready for another commitment.. I hope he can understand..

Ethan bites his lip gently before beginning to chuckle slightly.

"What's so funny?" I asked him.

He paused.

"Y/N, I know we barely know eachother. That kind of came out of no where. Sorry about that.." He began, his face flushed bright pink.

"I like you a lot, Y/N. You're different, you're special. If you're not ready right now, I'll wait for you."

My face grew warm, if what he was saying was true..

Maybe he is different..

I looked up at him and smiled softly.

This boy is truly amazing

"Y/N?"

"Yes, Ethan?" I reply, beginning to bite my lip.

"Can I do something without you hitting me?" He asks.

I laugh softly.

"Sure, but don't do anything stupid." I stated.

Ethan smirked softly before placing his hands on my waist and placing his lips on mine.

The sensation was back.

As much as I don't want to say it, I enjoyed this feeling. It was different. It was passionate.

It was new.

I could sit here forever.

Ethan slowly pulled away and placed his forehead against mine. I giggled softly as I backed away from him. His face, burned crimson red.

He's adorable.

There was a knock on the door. Ethan and I froze in our place.

"Can you two quit 'doing the do' and come out here? We have a video to film." Mark joked

Ethan chuckled, he found this entertaining. I, on the other hand. Could not be more embarrassed and flustered.

He thought we were--.. Ugh..

I swear, Mark sometimes..

Ethan and I looked at each other and smiled one last time before walking out. We went downstairs to the living room. Mark had already set everything up for a 'Don't Laugh Challenge'.

I made my way over to Amy and Ethan went to Tyler. We all lined up in a row as Mark clicked record.

"Hello everybody, my name is Markiplier and welcome back to another Don't Laugh Challenge. Today I am joined with Ethan, Tyler, Amy and most importantly, my little sis,    Y/N." He began, pointing at us.

"Anyway, you already know how this works so let's get started! Who's going first?" Mark asked.

We all pointed at Tyler.

"Wow, thanks guys." Tyler said before he began to chuckle.

We all grabbed our accessories and props.

Ethan was wearing a backwards hat and fake metal chain.

"It's ya boi" He began as he came up from behind.

"Skinny penis" He whispered in his ear.

Tyler's cheeks became puffy, you could tell he was on the verge of laughter. Mark used this as an opportunity.

Mark grabbed a rainbow wig and a clown mask. He then slowly walked in front of Tyler.

"Look at me, I'm the real McDonald Trump. Let's make America great again" He stated as he pulled out a toy gun from his pocket.

Tyler took one deep breathe before spitting the water all over Ethan. Mark, Amy and I bursted out laughing. Ethan glared at me, before sticking his tongue out. I flashed a quick smile before putting water in my mouth and getting into position.

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"Well, that was the Don't Laugh Challenge part 7. If you enjoyed slap that like button right in the face!"

"Hey!" Ethan scoffed at Mark for using his outro. Mark chuckled.

"Anyway, as always, I'll see you all in my next video. Buh bye!"

We all waved at the camera as Kathryn stopped the recording. Mark then began to take down the filming equipment as Amy, Tyler and Kathryn discussed the upcoming convestion.

Ethan snuck his arm around my shoulders. I looked over at him and bit my lip.

"You should take a shower and get that spit off of you, after all. It's Tyler's spit. I don't want it to kill you." I joked, pointing to Tyler.

Ethan chuckled before pulling away and running up the stairs. I saw this as an opportunity to have some me time. I ran up the stairs and to my room.  I then gently closed the door behind me and flung myself into the bed.

Ethan's giddy attitude is really getting to me.. When ever I'm around him I blush, and I smile. That's not like me. I'm usually so down, upset and locked up. I've never expressed my feelings and emotions openly to anyone.

Not even Mark.

Sometimes I want to get away from this cruel world. However, with Ethan that wasn't the case. He made me feel special, unique even. Well, damn. We already know I'm unique. It's not normal for a girl to cut and sob herself to sleep at night. Now is it?

But this is a different kind of unique. Like, if I was in a room with thousands of other females. I would shine the brightest.

My feelings towards him may be blurry right now, but like people always say.

Only Time Will Tell

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Hey guys! So I know I already had Ethan ask out the reader in a previous part. I totally forgot about it though until now. So we're going to pretend that it didn't happen the first time, okay? Okay. Anyway, I'm so happy to be back and writing this story! I've noticed all the love and support I've been getting and it'd incrediblre. I've even placed #3 on the crankgameplaysxreader tag which boggles my mind. Anyway, love you all and see you I'm the next part! 💕