If I told you how I really felt would you advert your eyes and run away, and you could try your hardest to help but I have no reason to stay, everyone needs a purpose without one we are lost, my heart finally numb, no fear for the end, everything devoured by this ever present winter frost, and I I'm a monster, this face it lies, it doesn't show how desperate I am, inside, I still wonder why I still strive for each day, and when I said goodbye, I'd just dissapear, there was really nothing left to say, as if anyone was near, as if anyone would hear.!