Feelings.

Trust.

Trust?
How can I trust you when you FOCUS
On the rumors about me that HATERS carried?
How can I trust you when you SPREAD those rumors
like a FOOL and never thought about how I would feel?
How can I trust you when you ACCEPTED those rumors
like a idiot?
You
Dug
The
Knife
In
My
Back
.....
Straight to the heart
The pain I felt that day
Is the pain only I know
When you turned your back to me
I remember the promise you made
That you would never leave me
That you would never let me go
But
Now a days, all I see is your back
And that's when I realized
You were leaving Me
But now
I don't even see your back
And now I'm realizing that
You've left me
But
When you left you never returned my heart
That you said you would treasure
That you said you would keep safe forever
Oh no, when you left you never returned my heart
The way it was
You returned it broken
The same heart you said you would keep safe!
The same heart you promised to love!
Was now broken
Because of you
Because
I trusted you
Because
I loved you
You were a FOOL
You were a IDIOT
but
I am one too
Because
Even after all the pain
My heart has endured
It can't help
But
Adore you
Can't help
But
Love you
But my heart can't ever
Trust you again
You dug the knife too deep
The cracks that are in my heart
Show how broken it is
The cracks have made my heart fragile
And
I
Have build a cage around my broken heart
A
Cage
Of
Thorns
They prick my delicate heart
Whenever
I think of trusting you again
To remind me
Of the pain
You made me go through
No, I can't trust you
Never again
But
I will continue
Loving you from a Corner
I will continue to
Adore you
Because
I
Can't
Help
It
My
Heart
Likes the pain
My
Heart
Likes
You
That's why
It's been broken so many times
Yet somehow..
It still works ..
My heart can't help but love the
Pain
BECAUSE
YOU
ARE
THE
ONE
WHO
GIVES
ME
THE
PAIN!
The one who promised to
Love me
The one whom
I love
I hope you are happy now
I hope you're having wonderful time
Because I'm not
I watch from a corner as you have another girl in your arms
The arms you held me in
I watch as you touch her
Just the way you touched me
And that's when I realized
I've been played
I know you know that I'm here
I know that you know I'm watching you
But do you even care?
Because you are shamelessly kissing that girl in-front of me
Passionately..
The same passion you kissed me with
The same passion I saw in your eyes for me
But it was all fake
It was fake love
These tears that sting my eyes
Are because of
You
This pain that's in my heart
Is because of
You
But
You aren't the only one I can
Blame
Perhaps I am also at fault
My fault was that I
Trusted you
As I watch you be with that girl
Touching her
Loving her
I wish my vision would blur
I wish I would have fainted
I wish
I never trusted you
I can hear the sound of my heart
Breaking
I can feel the thorns pricking my heart
Making my heart ache with the pain
With the pain of betrayal
It hurts...
It hurts so much!
I wanna cry
I wanna scream!
But it's okay..
It's fine...
I'm fine...
Because you're fine
Without me
I know I'm an idiot
I know I'm only hurting myself
But I can't help it!
For me, your happiness is mine
As long as you're happy with her
I am too
I will continue loving you
Adoring you
From a corner
Because I can't trust you
I can't place my trust on you
Because I know
You will break my heart again
That's why
I'll love you from a distance
Even if it hurts me
Even if I run out of tears
Even if I see you with her
Even if it breaks me again and again
Because I can't help but
Love you
But
I'll
never
Ever
Trust you