You Trap Me

Chapter 20 : It's not like.. It's LOVE

Time have passed by a month since Ming treat Kit like a statue and Kit really miss his junior presence so bad. So he take a decision to counter his junior this time but it turns into a tragedy when he saw Mingkwan is flirting and touching the girls in a club.

Kit POV

It's been a month, I didn't receive a text or missed call from him. How he is doing? Did he get a nightmare again? Did he able to sleep tonight? Those question keep repeating inside my mind. I wanna take a fresh air so I didn't drive my car today instead I just walk around aimlessly while thinking how should I face Mingkwan tomorrow until I saw a familiar figure outside of a club is flirting and hugging two girls there. Mingkwan!!! Only god know how much hurt my heart right now.

I walk toward him and yelled at him "Ming!!! You dare to flirt with the girls? I thought you like me?" I asked him looking straight into his eyes. Ming asked the girls to go inside and leave us alone "yeahh.. Why not? I do like you.. but you said you don't like me back.. you asked me to stop courting you and so on.. so what is the problem now? Shouldn't you be happy now? KHUN KIT?" asked Ming in a cold tone. I felt an arrow strike to my heart because what Ming said is true, I'm the one who asked for this and here I've got what I want BEFORE.

"Yeahhh.. you right.. I don't like you but you said you gonna keep courting me but now.. I saw you flirt with the girls.." I replied in a soft tone. Ming scoffed at me "Ok then.. I don't like you anymore KHUN KIT.. so now bye.. one more thing.. I hope you found your happiness now.." said Ming and walked inside the pub, leaved me alone in an astonished mind state.

That night, the rain and tears accompany me walking back to my dorm. ' WOW!! No more P'KITKAT? No more cheesy talk? No more smile? No more soft Mingkwan?' I'm monologue with myself and broke into tears again until I fall asleep.

Tomorrow I only have a class in the afternoon same with Forth and N'Yo as well. So in the end, we decide to eat our lunch together and here I'm stuck with these two lovely couples. Everytime I saw the couples being lovey dovey, I will miss him, I will think of him. I just can give them a fake smile till i realize Wayo noticed about me "P'Kit.. are you okay? Why you look so sad today? Did something happen?" asked Wayo in concerned.

I just smile at him and looks at all my friends precious expression "Ming let me off finally guys.. he said he didn't like me anymore.." I said in a soft tone trying to hold back my tears. Wayo furrowed his eyebrows "And? You like it? Ming have give up on you finally.. did you like it P? Answer me.." said Wayo. I can just shakes my head when Beam interrupted me " I don't think so.. just look at his face Yo.. it's bloated already.. how much tears have you let out Kit? Oh my dear.. my poor friend.." said Beam and hug me makes me drop a couple tears from my eyes.

Forth tapped my shoulder "Kit.. you better put your heart in order.. I'm afraid you will get hurt more than this.." said Forth. Beam nodded "Yupp.. that's what I feel when Forth almost give up on me Kit.. I felt like my whole world will collapse.. so you better find out your feeling Kit.. I think you still have a chance.." said Beam. ' I know what you feel Beam since I'm also in your shoes ' I said in my inner monologue.

I can only give a fake smile again "So what?? Yes.. I admit.. I love him but now what? Tell me guys!!! He said by himself that HE ALREADY GIVE UP ON ME!!!" I said desperately. Wayo volunteer himself " let me found out what the hell is happening right now.." said Wayo and he call Ming on the spot then turn on the loudspeaker.

" Hello Yo.. What's up? " he picked up the call straight away

" Hello Ming.. where are you at? " asked Yo.

" I'm at the university park.. why? Is there anything wrong? " asked him and Yo looked at me while I'm just furrowed my eyebrows.

Yo cleared his throat " Ouhh no.. I just heard that you already give up on P'Kit.. " that words somehow cut me deeply.

" He told P'Pha that you don't like him anymore.. did you hate him now Ming?" asked Yo to Ming and my heart pounding so fast waiting for that person answers.

I heard his chuckling on the line " haha.. I don't hate him Ming.. I just don't like him.." said him.

All of them look at me while I just can give them a fake smile and said " Well.. at least he didn't hate me..".

Yo replied to Ming on the line "Ouhh.. why did you went to the park? It's cloudy right now.." said Yo worriedly.

Ming answered in soft voice " to find P'kit replacement maybe.." and it cut me deeper.

"Wow.. you really have move on huh? Now what? Back to a casanova? Demisexual?" asked Yo seriously.

Ming laugh at him "Haha.. maybe yes.. maybe not.. but Yo.. there's one thing you missed out.." said Ming.

It makes all of us furrowed our eyebrows before he continued " I said I don't like him only.. I never said I don't love MY KITKAT.." said Ming makes my heart smile.

Yo and I were in surprised meanwhile three of them were smiling at me " Wait.. so you didn't move on?" asked Yo.

Ming's answer makes my tears drop " No.. I just don't want P'Kit hates me more.." and makes me smile ' IDIOT! YOU'VE TRAP ME.. HOW CAN I HATES YOU.. I FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU THIS MUCH..' I said in my inner monologue.

Yo dig in deeper "then.. why you said you want to find P'Kit replacement?" asked Yo and Ming replied "because I want to run away from this unrequited love..".

I grab my bag and told Yo " asked him to go back.. it's raining.. he will catch a cold.." then drive to his dorm.

While driving, all I could think, I could said to myself ' I won't allow you to run away Ming.. BECAUSE YOUR LOVE IS REQUITED NOW..'

"Err..err.. now go back to your dorm.. NOW!! You will get sick Mingkwan.."

"But.. Yo.. tomorrow is holiday.."

"NOW!!!"

"urghh.. yess dad.."

p/s : sorry.. I have a hard time mentally and physically.. but since there are someone out there missing my works.. I'm so thankful.. :)