NOTHING

ANGER

I was just sitting listening to our teacher

But he just keep on pissing me off

I shrugged it off

Not minding him

As he might just want attention

The bell rang

And he still keep on slapping me

Poking me

Pulling my hair

Taking a picture of me

Without permission

And draw nonsense of it

I can't take it anymore

But I have to control myself

I can't lose myself

As he might be hurt

Or seriously injured

And he just transferred anyway

As the days past

I tried to ignore him

I tried avoiding him

I reported him to the teachers

But they said

It was just his nature

I asked help from my friends

They protected me

But when I'm alone

He just swear and shout at me

Pulling my hair

I still kept resisting my anger

Maybe he's just bullied at home?

Maybe he doesn't get attention at his family?

Or

Maybe he's lonely...

Days turns to weeks

And

Weeks turns to months

He still kept on DOING IT

I can't take it

And

Let my anger consume me

When he was about to slap me

I grabbed his arm

And pushed him

I grabbed his head

And slammed it in the table

I grabbed his arm again

When he was about to punch me

And bit it

Until it bleeds

I pulled his skin off

Making more blood to come out

He cried

And tried to punch me again

I was about to kick his groin

But my friends stopped me

His friends blocked him

They calmed him down

My friends tried they're best to calm me down

But none of it succeed

My anger

My frustration

My pain

Is controlling my whole body

Mostly anger

From the things he has done

With me through this months

We were called trough the guidance office

And called our parents

To discuss this matter

I already told my parents

That he has been bugging me

Beating me

So I'll just hope they'll forgive me

For what I did

Our parents came

And the teacher discussed the problem

I was still crying

But remained quiet

He was crying too

But kept on whining

To his mother

That I was the one

Who caused this mess

That I was the one

Who bullied him

I clenched my fist

That my hands started to bleed

I clenched my jaw

To keep me from attacking him again

Then my parents said

That I told them

That he was beating me up

But he interrupted that

I was the one who caused it

The teacher silenced him up

And let my parents continue

His mother said to me

That I should not did what I did

I just glared at her

And said

You have to discipline your son maam

In the end

He was suspended for a week

But was transferred into another school

And I was relieved

My classmates were afraid of me

Of what I did

But I'm happy as he is now gone...