Jealousy//G.D

~chapter 15~

   -next day-

Is now Wednesday and I'm dreading school and tomorrow after school. I couldn't stop thinking about everything that happened.

'Did he mean what he said?'
'Is it all a act?'
'What if he does it again.'
'Why did he kiss me like that?'
'Why did he watch me leave?'

   I'm started to get extremely stressed thinking about all my thoughts from last night, I was up until 3am and I then took medicine to make me go to sleep, and here I am, it's 6am and I'm wide awake standing in the shower in a trance with 'losing control' by Russ playing in the back ground.

    It's now 6:30 and I am starting on my makeup, I do my daily, with a little extra cause I'm drained. I go in my closet and as I'm looking around I get an amazing idea (caked with sarcasm hun) I'm gonna be a tEaSe!!!

My outfit-

(That's actually her actually in it)

    I run down stairs grabbing all the things I need including my water and my apple and granola. I drive to Starbucks and get me and Kodi a drink.

    When I step out of my car the group of boys all turn their heads, I see someone slap Grayson and he turns and his jaw clenches! Yes!!! And then I heard a high Pitch squeal, I look over and Kodi and Emma are running at me like quarterbacks. Fuck. Is all I think before they slam into me knocking me over and then landing on me. all of us giggle and hug, I stand up and pull down my skurt realizing that it went wayyy up in the process, and practically flashed the boys, I check to see if anyone saw and I see Grayson's eyes burning holes into me and his jaw in clenched so hard that it looks like he's gonna break it.

Damn.💦

    My breathe hitched and Kodi looks up and follows my gaze to see me and Grayson starring at each other form across the parking lot. I turn away quickly and give Kodi her drink, I see Emma pout and I feel bad.

  "Sorry hun I thought you where still out if town I swear!" As I reach up and yank her into a huge hug.

She giggles and slaps my butt as we walk to class.

I have almost all my classes with Grayson, I'd be happy about it if it didn't hurt to even see him, I feel used and idk what to do about it.

All first period I could feel his stare burning holes through me, but I stayed strong and kept my eyes either forward, on my friend and other boys or my paper.

Every time I would look at a guy I could see him tense and clench his first and jaw. Damn, his jaw thing is hottttt!

———— lunch

Gym was awkward because I was wearing my usual very revealing outfit, I'm not a hoe or anything but I'm definitely not ashamed of my body, I work hard and stay extremely fit, it's not my fault I have a butt and boobs, I can tell by the glares I get from other girls that they think I can control it, and they are jealous. But who gives a fuck right?

I'm sitting here listening to all the convos around my table, I know that Ethan, Grayson, Nate and some other boys are coming to the table and I'm just dreading it.

I honestly can't imagine how Grayson feels, he kissed me and spilled his 'feelings' for me but I pushed him off and left, haven't talked to him and have been avoiding him. Damn I feel bad actually. But gotta be a tEaSe you know?

I'm snapped out of my day dream by Emma squealing like a maniac when all the boys show up, there has been something going on between her and Nate, and I'm actually excited for her. I know that Kodi is absolutely in love with Ethan but she's always been a little too shy to talk to him.

Grayson sits right across from me because Emma is on my right and Kodi is next to her. And on my left is Cameron, Cameron Dallas, pErFeCt!

Grayson is burning holes into me and I can't help but smile because I know it's bothering him that I'm laying on Cameron's shoulder. But honestly me and Cameron are friends and I texted him about my plan, he's in. So now comes the acting.

Cameron slowly slips his hand around my waist pulling me in and I 'blush' Grayson is gripping the table and Ethan is looking at him with a worried expression. I am to but I'm hiding it. He deserves this, and he deserves to feel like I don't want him.

I push off Cameron and kinda push my put up a little so my skirt slid up, I heard someone's breathe hitch and I slightly giggled.

   I looked back and saw Grayson put his hand over his mouth while the other one gripped the table, Ethan was looking down and breathing heavy, and Nate, well Nate was just staring into my soul.... (ahahahhahaha I'm dying inside rn!!) I pull the girls up and we grab out stuff, and start to walk outside.

   As we reach the doors I'm just waiting to hear the boys running behind us, honestly they follow us like lost puppies.

    I feel someone grab my waist and pull me back so I'm against them, I look back nervous and realize it's nuts Cameron. I hear a scoff and look over to see a pouting Grayson ahah.

~Grayson's POV~

    I've been watching her be all close with Cameron for about 30 mins and it's killing me, and I still have another 40 mins to see this happen, idk why she wants to torture me so much.... well actually I do, but the thing she doesn't fully know is that I feel absolutely terrible, at first I didn't know her so I didn't think anything if it, I have a reputation, and my friends. But she's really something, she different and makes me get butterflies. Sounds chessy Ik, the cocky hot fuckboy falls for a girl he fucks. But that's just it, I didn't just fuck her, I begged her, I let her tease me half the night, I didn't force myself to hard on her, she didn't beg me. And I didn't make her leave, and I didn't leave her or do the things I normally would, she makes me feel different, she makes me feel amazing. And only Ethan knows this, and he doesn't even know half of it.

  
   Her and Cameron are just laughing and talking, damn that laugh tho, that smile, that face, that body, everything. Ugh she's really got me.

    Cams my friend, one of my best friends, why is he doing this? Yet again he doesn't know how it's making me feel sooo I mean I get it and I can't exactly be mad at him, but I still wanna knock him out. And her, shes really gonna get it. Wait she's not mine, I can't do anything, can't tease her, can't make her beg. Damn. (#sad nigga hours?😂)