I don't know if im going mad or if my mother is actually here.
I can hear her, I can feel her, and I bet I've seen her...
My mom passed not that long ago; she was sick. It was too much for her. I miss her so much, and pray every night to be able to see her one more time and say my last goodbye... I guess, she heard me.
About a month ago is when I started hearing her voice. At first it was little things like, her calling my name. I obviously thought it was my crazy imagination but, the more I ignored it, the more I heard it. Weird right?
After a week I started to feel as if someone touched me (my hand, arm, and even my hair) though, nothing big. Then, I felt a presences in the house; a familiar one. The one I would get every morning when I would go for breakfast and see her there with a smile or every day after school when I
would go home and here her humming a song. I thought again, "my imagination... I must miss her way too much" but this wasn't just me missing her. I swear I can hear her begging me to pay attention to her but, I'm too scared to actually listen, "what if it's not her?" Stupid question I guess... last week I swear that I saw her in the living room, reading as she usually would but, I guess I imagined it.
*Time skip*
Now I'm sure she is here! Or... I think she is. I don't know what to do.
I thought it would be a good idea to try and contact her with a Ouija board.. yeah.. not one of my greatest ideas. Plus, I was alone and one of the rules clearly states to not play alone. Well, there you go.. my genius self making the smartest choices.
I didn't know how to start this so I just asked out if she was her and surprisingly enough, it moved to, "yes". I was excited but, got a bad feeling like, I should've stopped but, I didn't. I asked her if she was okay; again, it moved to "yes" but also spelled out, "worried" I asked her why? And she spelled, "you". I was confused... everything was going great with my life and I wasn't stressingor over working... out of the blue I asked herif she was alone? She said, "no". I got chills... who was with her? I asked her and she spelled was, "bad". I didn't understand so, I asked her again, and it didn't move. I asked again and same, it didn't move. I then said I was leaving and it moved to, "no". Well, I thought she was back so I asked, "mom is it you?" And it moved to, "no". I froze... who is it?. I didn't know If I should ask who it was. At that second I realized someone was infront of the board or more like just a shadow. "WTF?!" it made the board fly across the room; it was going towards me, what could I do?! I didn't know who or what it was but, I knew it was my end. I felt two hands on my neck. I couldn't breath or move. I said out loud with what I thought was my last breath, "see you in heaven mom" then a bright light covered the room and the last thing I remember is the shadow disappearing and everything going black. I fainted and when I woke up, I was in the room I was before but there was something different. I could smell my mom's perfume. Was it her the one who saved me or what? I really hope it was her.
Now, I don't see her, feel her, or hear her... whathappened to her? I miss her even more than before. Now, the only thing I do is call for her in the hope that she will come back...
