Back Again, Tommo?

Chapter 7- The Song

RECAP

“You are going on tour with One Direction.”

“What?”

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If there is one adjective to describe how I am feeling right now, it would be shock. As time passes by I become angrier.

“What?” I repeat standing up from my chair.

“Miss Walker please sit down.” John scolded.

“No! I am not going o-“I was cut off by the door opening and all of One Direction coming it to the room.

“Good afternoon” They all said and then taking a seat. Louis being the idiot he is he came and sat right next to me. I did not have the choice to sit somewhere else because all the seats were taken.

“Good afternoon Lads” John, the head of Modest replied. I huffed in annoyance.

“Morning!” I mumbled, playing with my hands.

“Okay now let’s get to work! Do you guys know why you are here?” John told the boys. They all shook their heads no. “You guys are going on tour with Olivia!” the sounds of hollers and cheering filled the room. I know that I had no choice but to agree.

“When does it start?” Chloe asked John.

“One month.” He replied. That is what bugs me, they give such short notice.

 “So since Louis is the main writer, you and Olivia are going to write a song together which you will later on perform.” Uncle Simon told us. My eyes instantly widened. 

“What?” Louis and I screamed at the same time. Mine was of pure horror and his was pure joy. That boy made me sick to my stomach!

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The meeting finally finished after an hour of discussing the tour. Louis and I had to go over to his place to write the song. The whole ride I ignored him and just stared out the the window.

“Come on babe, talk to me!” Louis pleaded.

“I am not your babe! So just shut up so we can get it over and done with!” I huffed.

“Okay but can we please just catch up a little bit?” he asked.

“Fine only if that will make you shut up!” I huffed for like the 20th time today.

“Okay then I’ll go first; these 3 years have been amazing! My life has changed so much! It is great to be famous, but I do sometimes miss my normal life at home. I know you know what I’m talking about Miss Pop star!” he said and starting poking me in the stomach, my most ticklish spot. I screamed because it was so ticklish. He soon started tickling me

“Stop.  It!” I told him. I quickly kicked him in the stomach which made him him roll of the couch in pain. Once he recovered he got back up and put his hands up in defence

“I totally agree with you! It has been amazing and this is already our second album!” I told him.

“So how is your family? How are Sophie and Ronan? Oh god I miss them so much!” he told me. As soon as he said that, my eyes became glossy and I started fiddling with my hands and I looked at the ground. He has always been a touchy subject, I felt that it was my entire fault, it should have been me.

“She is fine, she is 8 now” I whispered. Louis put his finger under my chin forcing me to look up.

“And Ronan? How is he?” dead! That is all I can say! Ronan is dead. I then completely broke down, I burst into tears.

“It happened last year, Ronan was diagnosed with cancer.” I cried into Louis’s chest, which pulled me into a hug.

“I am so sorry!” I apologized, I was so sick of people pitying me, but this felt right

“He was diagnosed with Neuroblastoma. He died one year later” I cried.

“Is that the song you sand yesterday at the awards?” he asked while he was rubbing my back, I nodded my head; I couldn’t find the words to say.

We stayed like that for a few minutes and I pulled away and wiped my eyes,

“We better get started” I croaked. What is the point on crying over the past? It has happened and there is nothing you can do about it? Mom always told me, everything happens for a reason.

“Okay, everything’s going to be alright.” he reassured me.

(A/N I DON’T KNOW HOW TO RIGHT SCENES LIKE THIS SO IM GOING TO SKIP IT?)

Five hours later and we finally had our song done it was called ‘Everything has Changed’. It is beautiful because it really relates to us.

Right now it is 10:30 we are sitting on the couch cuddling watching The Hangover, the best movie of all times. It felt so wrong but yet so right to be cuddled up with Louis on the couch.

“Louis can I please change out of these clothes quickly?” I asked him. I was still in my skirt.

“Sure thing” he pressed pauses and got up and walked into the bedroom. We went to his cupboard and got me a tank top and some grey sweats. I thanked him and went into the bathroom. I stripped down and folded my clothes and put them on the toilet seat. When I put the top on I realised that you will see my boobs so I kept my bra on. That boy is so cheeky!

We got back to the couch and lay down and I put my head on Louis chest and he wrapped his arm around my waist. My eyes soon became heavy and I drifted off into a peaceful sleep.

~*~*~*LOUIS~*~*~*~*~

I just stared at her. She is absolutely beautiful. I messed up so badly, I want to punch myself all over.

‘It’s not your fault that you weren’t allowed to give anyone your new number!’ my subconscious tells me. If only she would just believe me. I picked her up and carried her to my bedroom. I laid her on my bed and pulled the covers up to her chin and kissed her forehead. I walked to the door when I heard a faint whisper.

“Louis, please stay. I’m so sorry! I forgive you!” she told me. I just shushed her and told her we can talk about it in the morning because she should get some sleep. I climbed into bed and she immediately snuggled against me. I wrapped my arms against her waist and she put her head on my chest.

It could not be more perfect