Hey guys i'm really sorry I haven't updated in almost a year. It's just this school year has been really hard, especially with the shooting at MSD and hurricane Irma hitting Florida. The shooting took a big toll on me and most of my friends. Some of my friends siblings made it out alive and was saved by the coach and one of my classmates sibling passed away. I have a friend named Julian who said he felt the bullet pass by his face and my friend Wally, I was really happy he was okay. The day after the shooting when I went to school I went to school and all you can feel in the air was depression. I was trying to keep up a brave face on to encourage my friends that every thing was gonna be fine but then my friend jovanna came up to and hugged me and started crying. She's not the type of person to get sad easily and I knew her as some who has a lot of sass and energy and seeing her all sad broke down my walls. I held back my tears but then ten minuets later I just started feeling something wet going down my cheek and I didn't realize I was crying until all my vision was blurry. When my friends saw me crying they all had a look of surprise on there face, cause I'm the type of person who always keeps my emotions hidden and don't ever open up to people, I just show what people think I'm like so they don't know the feelings I have. I've never had so many people ask me if I'm ok before. But these past couple of months I've been feeling kinda guilty about something and it's been eating the inside of me up. And then this thing at happened where this eighth grader named jean stole the coach's golf cart and started riding it around the field and then a month ago a rabid dog came onto the school grounds after biting a man and five police officers had to chase after it, so it's been a crazy year.
I'm gonna try and update soon and just writing this made me cry thinking back about this and then I thought about the good memories and now I'm going to MSD in a month and I'm really scared to go there. Every time I pass by there I always get a sinking feeling in my stomach, afraid that what happened there is gonna happen again. I think I've talked a little to much so I'm gonna try and update soon since it's summer, bye
Love, Janae 😘
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