I let my guard lown and let some friends in from school and now I've disappointed them. I fhaken hate myself for it. Plus now my parents are worried about me and I've never wanted that. I'm also moving again next February and having to move in with my parents again just feel like everything is going to crap even though it ain't. I know I've always wanted attention. And most of the time I love it but not this kind. I use to cut and act out. Even tried to get attention by Attempting suicide. If you can even call it that. I just took a bunch of Tylenol.
