badass / shyland

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rylands notes — 1.0

we have to make a journal for english and document the last moth at school. kind of excited to be writing here, i guess.

so uh, today shane came back. as soon as i saw him my heart literally jumped out the window and ran away. he didn't look at me the whole way, and he just frantically texted people on his phone.

i wanted to tell rachel. i wanted to ask her if i should talk to him. but no, i pussied out last minute and deleted the texts.

i was searching for her in 4th period science, and i found her crying in the fucking basketball courts with shane hugging her.

i was so awkward and i stuttered so much, just seeing shane there made my heart speed up, even if he didn't talk the whole way and just started at the floor.

i still love him... but i guess he hates me.

-ryland