Okay so yesterday was a pretty shit day. One I had a terrible fucking nightmare and I woke up scared as hell. Next I get up for summer school (eww school) and I walk into my kitchen to check on my gecko. So I had a gecko named Luna for about five years, she had been really sick lately and yesterday she died. She had choked herself to death with dirt from her tank. She was honestly my first pet and it was really devastating for me to see. Originally I thought she was sleeping but I pet her and she didn't move so I knew she was gone. I cried for a bit then woke up my dad and told him what happened. He told me we would bury her after school. Then I had to go to school... so since the first day of summer school our teacher would basically make a rude comment on the LGBTQIA+ community. So many times I felt like crying or yelling during class because of it. I am bisexual and him saying it's wrong constantly and always saying how God doesn't make people that way and they are going to get punished makes me feel like shit. I am still religious, I am deist (if you don't know what that is google it). I personally think if you are religious it's not your place to judge others based on who they love if God decides to ban us to hell let it be but personally I think whether you believe gays are wrong or right it's not o-fucking-Kay (sorry) to say the big guy up there will deal with them eventually. I don't need to know how fucking disgusted he is by two guys kissing or the idea of two girls having sex. I honestly don't want to go to school at this point because of the stupid shit he constantly says about gays. Worst part is whenever he says something about it people in the class look straight to me as if I'm the most popular gay in class. Frankly every time he says something I just glare and tear up because I hate it so much I know you are allowed to think whatever you want about it but you don't need to say it in class call gay sex kinky and wrong and call gays all these things for loving someone. He said marriage is only for man and woman and God intended it to be that way not for any homo. When I got home I told my dad about it he just said good, he fucking approved of what our damn teacher said. My mom agreed with me but said to just stay quiet about it but I'm writing this shit in class rn so yea kill me now. Honestly being bi with a homophobic teacher fucking sucks and I am starting to feel bad about being bi and loving who I love and it sucks so please tell me what I should do about my teacher because I want to stop nearly crying every time I go to class. Well that was just a little vent sorry for taking up anyone's time who actually reads this
