tøp - tear in my heart

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4:56 PM

"You could at least wear something less dark,".

I was wearing a black jeans and a large hoodie today. He had never been very fond of my style. I often wore black and I didn't have too much make up on.

I just liked black jeans and band shirts.
What was wrong with that?

I sighed. "None of your business sir,".

"What do you think about my shoes?" He asks me, but I can't look at them because I keep my eyes on the road.

"What do they look like?" I ask him.

"My black vans," He answered simply.

"I like them, but you gotta buy new ones asap, though. Those are so worn out," I answer him, remembering all the times he has stepped on water and mud puddles.

"Noted,".

I feel my phone vibrate on my lap, seeing that someone has sent me a text message.

yohan
| how was it

you
what |

yohan
| the date????
| you're with him right???

you
date my ass |
i just got kidnapped |

yohan
| kidnapped
| i know you're sad rn

you
i just can't help it |

yohan
| don't be so obvious
| at least you're there for him

you
just looking at him |
i want to drown in an ocean of tears |

yohan
| ew hyperbole
| don't look at him then

you
thanks for the advice |
even it's not helping at all |

yohan
| note this
| falling in love is like you're ready for the pain
| remember that

you
k |

yohan
|good luck for your love

I sighed. Having Yohan to know everything about my never ending one sided love with Seungyoun isn't bad idea.

"What do you think about my new hairstyle?" he asks after several minutes in silence.

"Not bad, you look good,".

Silence again.

This time he doesn't speak anymore.

"I would much rather to sleep to be honest," I scoff.

"Okay, lower your seat, i'll wake you up later,".

I nodded.

Silence fills the air again.

But then he turn his playlist on, Tyler Joseph start singing, and these are the first lyric I hear from the song that's playing,

You fell asleep in my car, I drove the whole time, but that's okay i'll just avoid the holes so you sleep fine.

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